iTS..::: PPPeeeeeeEEEE..PONI.:::...

Caught Up Finally

2011-11-23T05:52:00.000-08:00

finally got myself working to catch up with friends. JEss and Tassie :)
such a goodd feelings~!!
well jess came over to my palace, caught up on alot. so much that i didnt know!!! but glad im up to date again.
we met up with Tassie at Strat. and the lil adventure around strat was pretty interesting and entertaining =]

found parking, walked to Pappa Rottii.. ddint end up getting anithing, walked to Moochi^^ line was too long ddint end up buy either (lol-dw interesting parts coming up )
walked out side saw TASSSIIEE!! hahah but since she was hungry and she wanted proper food so we started walking to find proper food.

On the way.. bumped into Mr Derek Quan... and Mitc LMAO the most Random and unexpected meetup~ had a lil chat and we went off to our own separate ways.
we ended up eating at beauty and the beast. and as for dessert we went back to Moochi^^
while lining up jess saw her friend and started chatting awayy buh unfortunity we had to interupp her and get her to order our Moochhis haha

while enjoying our cups of mocchi at the strt plaza foodcourt Mr MAtt tao showed up. he wanted Coffee, we ended up at Pumpkin Cafe. there saw Rocky xD ahhahah rannddoomm!!! totally unexpcted once again.
after a while Jeremy and Gordon walked pass lol...

i swear this was suppose to b a LITTLE catch upw ith JEss and Tasie to being with. and then somehow it ended up to b so many ppl!!
but it was good good. it felt good to be out and around again.. once in a while^^

but... one thing... i miss. still havent caught up with Tiff yet>< aiyyaa!

OMGG~

2011-11-23T05:47:00.000-08:00

今日终于见到巨！！！哎呀

i need a BREAK

2011-11-20T05:14:00.000-08:00

i feel that i really do need a break.
i've been home the whole day. tried to study for the day. barely got more then enough done. fail...
when i think i start making progress... i get disturbed.
by news that not only shock me, it surprised me, and somehow hurted too.

one> which was shock but on the good side: a work mate quited. cant stand the manager no more, quitted in the morning.

two> the most stocking and made me had a large number of mix feelings.
dad crash his car into the restaurant back door.... car cant be revered back out. the restaurant cant close its doors, wall got knocked down and some of their gas pipe things are broken too.
from what i heard the restaurant need to prepare for a wedding banquet too tommo....
i guess the fact that dad is fine is assuring but.. all the financial problems that it may bring is hurting my head.

i need to get back to study but right now all my energy is drained out of me. i don't have enough to work with....

what to do....head ache.. restless...

Ouch...regrets...

2011-11-12T02:08:00.001-08:00

Ouching at the fact that i am suppose to be starting my research paper. and be as close as a finish. yet i've done nothing but finding excuses that it is ok. i can finish it soon once i make a start i can finish....

and that is what i am doing at this very moment.... finding an excuse and ignoring what is ahead of me..

Regretting the fact that i am not going to the KPOP music fest concert that i've always wanted to go.... regretting the fact that i didnt get to do something that i really wanted to accomplish...

in a way.. i know that if i was to go, i'll regret it if i didnt finish the stupid research papers and study for these exams.
already failed before and dont want to do it again. the consequences of failing is just too much.. both time and money....
and now that i finally decided to not go... im regretting it also...
so its a lose lose situation. not a win win.
owell.

Ouch again since that i realize how long i havent blogged and kept up to date with my friend..s..?
so much had happened not just on myself but others that i fail to take notice in.
i am sorry for not noticing and be there to help.
maybe i won't end up being any help even if i was there..... what am i thinking.. honestly....
maybe i should make a move. and i will. after this blog. mmmm...

what else. sigh. typing as i am saying this out. bad english and bad gramma. man i just dont change do i.
not improving much in english.... and downgrading in chinese.. what a position i am in.
i give up. maybe blog again soon...
soon,...
sooon.. (ha, my kinda soon is not as soon as u think it may be...)

Wrong way.

2011-08-05T05:42:00.000-07:00

mmmm nothings been going my way recently.

work wise. uni wise. friend wise. family/home wise.
pretty much social wise.

home phone and mobile still going off 30 - 50 times a day.. 100 or so a night...
what can i do.
mum bugging me about this and that.

go to work. manager bugs about the other lot of this and that. repeats himself after every few minutes, hours and days.

why cant i just have something that goes a little bit my way. or at least something can happen to fool myself believing that its gonna be good for even just a minute of the time of when i am at work and home.

i just want a little bit of the time to myself. and when i think i do. mum bugs in.

blah whatever.
dont want to complain no more...

continue next time. hopefully something fun.

p,s for next post.. car stickers,,, =D=D=D

frusrated...

2011-05-31T14:20:00.000-07:00

i dont rember the last time of me being so frustrated....
i woke up frusterd.
i woke up this morning knowin that there will be a fair amount of miss calls on my phone..
all from that "unknown/private number" taht has been calling me for the pass few weeks..
this event has been annoying me for days.. or shall we say weeksss..
"180 Miss calls"
all from one fone. havent check the other as it ran outta battery already.
i would of been fine if they were only calling me.. at least only i will b annoyed.. they dont hav to go f**ing annoy my family too. they can call however much they wnt to my phone but why my home.

m barely home too. which makes it worst. others have to suffer in my place.

although i said i would try blog about happi stuff too.. it jus seems like none of it is happening. even if there was. i dont think i rember ani of it. even if it is only for a day...i dont rember it.

y cant the one that is calling me. trying to do what ever that they are doing answer and raise a voice on the phone so i know what in the wprld i have done to deserve this?
or is it the same this time that i dont deserve to know?
just come up to my face to explain. everytime i see my phone know i chuck a spaz.. i literally throw away my phone/

congrat to whoever is doing so. whatever that u want to achieve. u prob got it.

Reflection.

2011-05-31T07:02:00.000-07:00

i was clicking through a couple of my post fromm when i started this blog... and i noticed some changes.

i use to blog about anything, random, happy to be exact.
things that i believe its happy and worth sharing and constantly be reminded of. however, the more recent the post is the more.."not as happy" it is...

it seems like ive been blogging when ever i feel down or something bad has happened...
this post is not much differnt...
although im a little dissapointed at that but.. this can be a last. maybe from this post onwards i can blog when ever im on the happier end of the scale.... not jus the other end.

it seems these couple of days i keep having the urge to blog. it seem like regardless of what happens (small or big things) the first thing i can think of is to blog it...
i wonder why really.. is it because they are precious memories worth rembering? worth nothing down. or is it just that they are considered as meaningful to a certain extent. that i really don't know. all i no is.. i want to blog. even the slightest thing. however the one medium i can use - FB i tend to aviod.

prob because i know for a fact taht everyone will know/see but then again im probly jus someone that pops up outta nowhere once in a while. so random and infrequent that wen my name does appear they would know notice at all ans skip pass it.

recently i tried getting back on track with things, study.. and friends. but not doing a good job in either areas.
study wise.. im still leaving things till last minute. everytime i finsh one assingment/work last minute and feeling bad about it i tell myself to stop doing that, esp not for the next one. yet that still hasnt change. after what? 1.5yrs of uni.. im still doing it...
friends wise. i pormised tiff to sleep over at her place mroe now that her mum went overseas. im not sure has her mum came back yet but i still have not slept over at her palce. i still have not visited her new work place. i still have not done what i should as a bestfriend/sister to her. i didnt keep the promise.
not only to tiff but to another. but in a way i tried. i thought as long as i tried to keep to the prmise things would/may go well but it was not the case.
in return.. i got nothin i n return. i got turned down and pushed away. and knowing taht it is the end. for sure this time.
there may have been more the once i said this however everytime taht i thought itd be the end my "friend" proves me wrong.yet this time is it this "friend" that tells me for certain "this is it".

on the other hand. maybe my urge to blog is because this time i realise this blog is one of the one thing i can turn to as i go through my ups n downs.. like a rollercoaster ride.
well after the slow uphill im finally on the mega-drop. and still dropping...
i shall try blog more often now, on anything. not jus when im helpless and lost. im not too sure will this work but i guess its worth a try.. right?...

well good luck to me. and as a start...

i finished my presentation!!!! the last of this sem before the final exams.. though i got a feeling i'll have to repeat the two psy subject but maybe if i just try a little harder starting from now maybe i can change that. well i told myself to start today. but... i ended up lookin at jewelries =P hehhehe
i'll start tommo morning.. and for now.. this post is long enoughh...

Chheeers~
PeePee

reality..

2011-05-29T04:27:00.000-07:00

im scared...

its broken.

its over.

the end.

beginning,,new..lost.

UBER aNNoyed

2011-05-29T03:37:00.000-07:00

was annoyed...
thought it stopped...
is annoyed....
thought it will end...
is going to be annoyed...
dont think it will end.

fml.

都5知D人问来做咩。 =。=

2011-05-21T16:18:00.000-07:00

你问，我答。。。

答左之后你又5信。。。

问来做咩jer.....

噻氣。。。。

DOE~

當你讀完，你會放下好多事...

2011-05-21T07:17:00.000-07:00

係表姐到cop过来。。。 verli meaningful la~ 慢慢 read la =.=

人生就是一列開往墳墓的列車，路途上會有很多站口，沒有一個人可以至始至終陪著你走完，你會看到來來往往、上上下下的人。如果幸運，會有人陪你走過一段,當這個人要下車的時候，即使不舍，也該心存感激，然後揮手道別，因為，說不定下一站會有另外一個人會陪你走的更遠。

當明天變成了今天成為了昨天，最後成為記憶裡不再重要的某一天，我們突然發現自己在不知不覺中已被時間推著向前走，這不是靜止火車裡，與相鄰列車交錯時，仿佛自己在前進的錯覺，而是我們真實的在成長，在這件事裡成了另一個自己。

家庭Family這個詞意味著什麼嗎？家庭FAMILY是爸 (Father)和(And)媽(Mother)、我 I 愛 Love 你 You 。“愛” 的中英文雙解：Love愛=Listen傾聽+Obligate感恩+Valued尊重+Excues寬恕。

咖啡苦與甜，不在於怎麼攪拌，而在於是否放糖；一段傷痛，不在於怎麼忘記，而在於是否有勇氣重新開始。

為什麼要那麼痛苦地忘記一個人，時間自然會使你忘記。如果時間不可以讓你忘記不應該記住的人，我們失去的歲月又有什麼意義？

如果某個男人主動替你拎包，把你放在道路的裡邊走，主動為你拉椅子，不要因此而感激涕零。這只能說明他之前有無數個女朋友教過他這一點。而能讓他記住的女人，永遠是改變了他的那個女人，而不是你。所以，越是細節完美的男人，對女人而言越是挑戰。

吵架時為什麼會大聲？原因是，當兩個人相互憤怒的時候，他們的心和心相距很遠；為了填補這段距離，他們必須呼喊，這樣彼此才能聽到。他們越是憤怒，心和心距離則越是遙遠，於是，他們只有越發強力呼喊，他們彼此才能聽到。反過來，也是戀愛時為什麼喃喃低語的原因。

從正面看，是偉大的神(God)；從反面看，是卑鄙小人(dog)。其實，人們所犯的罪惡(evil)，反過來，正是為了活著(live)。——換個角度很多事情便不一樣。

同時追兩只兔子的人，一隻也不會逮到。不要貪圖無所不有，否則你將一無所有；不要試圖無所不知，否則你將一無所知；不要企圖無所不能，否則你將一無所能。

人生中十種無能為力的事：1、倒向你的牆。2、離你而去的人。3、流逝的時間。4、沒有選擇的出身。5、莫名其妙的孤獨。6、無可奈何的遺忘。7、永遠的過去。8、別人的嘲笑。9、不可避免的死亡。10、不可救藥的喜歡。

笨人的愛情是批發出去的，僅憑“讓我一次愛個夠”的蠻力；聰明人的愛情是零售出去的，懂得“只愛一點點”的精妙。

友誼、愛情、婚姻都好比鋪水泥路，隔上一段就要留出一條縫隙，保持著一點點距離。不留縫隙，路面很快就會膨脹、壞掉。

金錢是個頗有神力的照妖鏡，小人、偽君子在它面前皆原形畢露；愛情是個手法高超的化妝師，愛人、年輕人受它影響都容光煥發。

一個人只有一個心臟，卻有兩個心房。一個住著快樂；一個住著悲傷；人得意之時不要笑得太大聲，否則會吵醒隔壁的悲傷。

當地球180度轉彎，白天就要變成黑夜；當地球繼續180度轉彎，黑夜又恢復白天。當我們為了一個人180度轉彎，我們背對著自己的歎息；當我們為了自己再次180度轉彎，其實一切都可以重新開始！

每個人都是上帝咬過一口的蘋果，都是有缺陷的！有的人缺陷比較大，那是因為上帝特別鍾愛他(她)的芬芳！

愛情是零度的冰，友情是零度的水，也許我們是最好的冰水混合物。走到一起後，升溫，化為友情的水；降溫，結成愛情的冰。不冷不熱間，就是愛情與友情的曖昧。

其實美麗的故事都是沒有結局的，只因為它沒有結局所以才會美麗。這就像為什麽悲劇總是比喜劇更讓人難忘，也就像人們總是找尋的真愛，卻往往擦肩而去，不是這個時代遠離了愛情，而是人們一開始就沒有想過用一顆心去堅定的溫暖另一顆心，不是愛情不再永恆，而是浮躁和易變的心！

我以為終有一天，我會徹底將愛情忘記，將你忘記，可是，忽然有一天，我聽到了一首舊歌，我的眼淚就下來了，因為這首歌，我們一起聽過

我們許多時候並不是因為安定了，想要結婚；而是無法與某人安定下來，所以才要結婚。

熱戀時，情侶們常感歎上輩子積了什麼德；結婚後，夫妻們常懷疑上輩子造了什麼孽。

愛情就像攥在手裡的沙子，越刻意地攥得緊，流失得就越快！

同樣的一瓶水，便利店裡2塊錢，五星級酒店裡卻30塊。很多時候，一個人的價值取決於所在的位置。

請感謝傷害你的人，因為他磨煉了你的心志！請感謝絆倒你的人，因為他強化了你的雙腿！請感謝欺騙你的人，因為他增進了你的智慧！請感謝藐視你的人，因為他覺醒了你的自尊！請感謝遺棄你的人，因為他教會了你該獨立！

生命中有一些人與我們擦肩了，卻來不及遇見；遇見了，卻來不及相識；相識了，卻來不及熟悉；熟悉了，卻還是要說再見。

哲人無憂，智者常樂，並不是因為所愛的一切他們都擁有了，而是所擁有的一切他們都愛。

一隻腳踩扁了紫羅蘭，紫羅蘭卻把香味留在那腳上，這就是寬恕。

永遠不要認為別人的老公或老婆比自己的好，因為他們愛的並不是你

真正的愛情不在於你知道他(她)有多好才要在一起；而是明知道他(她)有太多的不好還是不願離開。

懷舊，不是因為那個時代多麼好，而是那個時候，你年輕。

兩個人之間的感情就像織毛衣，建立的時候一針一線，小心而漫長，拆除的時候卻只需輕輕一拉。

人生試題一共有四道題目：學業、事業、婚姻、家庭。平均分高才能及格，切莫花太多的時間和精力在任一題目上。

幸福不是被致命的錯誤所扼殺，而是被不斷重複出現的小錯一點點分解掉的。

婚姻不是1+1=2，而是0.5+0.5=1。即，兩人各削去一半自己的個性和缺點，然後湊合在一起才完整。

我們最大的情敵不是第三者，而是歲月。

女人的幸福在於：他真的愛我；男人的幸福在於：她值得我愛。

어떻게！！！怎么办！！ aAiisshh!!

2011-05-21T06:49:00.000-07:00

有时她还在想他。。。。。怎么办呢。。。！！！

어떻게？？？！！？

为什么她还在想他呢。。。。她真不因该。。。

明明知道根本没有可能。。。有可能的话都只不过是梦想。。。

她因该怎么办。。。才不会整天想着会不会还有机会可以跟他一起呢？。。

哎哟。。。

HB Taeyang~

2011-05-17T07:05:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthhdayy Taeyang :D

hehe <3 PeePee

DEVVOOOO

2011-05-16T20:48:00.000-07:00

omgosh omgsoh omsgohh/..
what if i fail... i see it coming.. AISHHH!! jus exactly what am i doing with my lifeeee welll uni life to be exact....and future/...

blahh.. jus needed something to disttract myself. and its not working...

off to class....

The End

2011-05-05T07:03:00.000-07:00

and thats another day gone. ... back to work... adn the everyday life of a Peony.

and todays is the day...

2011-05-04T07:17:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday.
Thank you...Very much.

Speechless...

2011-03-30T14:06:00.000-07:00

i know that previously i said the next update of my blog should be one with something to do about my trip.. but that isnt something that im in a mood to talk about anymore..

i had this blog page opened for the past few hours already.
asking myself what to write in this blog. mainly because i hesitated about the main thing that i wanted to blog about....

last night.. was most proably the last time i would hear from a friend of mine.. well past tense by now.

i called.. with a state of mind filled with heaps of things that i wanted to say, wanted to ask, wanted to share. but before i even realise or know it.. i got a reply of.. "just dont bother"

right at the moment i thought to myself, what could i possiblly have done this time. its been over 12 hours.. and im still thinking what have i done. and i still dont know.
from the moment i got that message i tried thinking back.. tracking back to when was the lst time we talked and what happened. but.. nothings coming to mind. he said i should know or at least work it out soon.
i dont knwo where to start. what did i do to make someone hate me that much?

on the way back home from work last night i promised myself.. i should not bring tears up in regards to things liket his again.. but i failed...

are promises made to be broken?
why are promises called promises then?

i jus wanted to know what i did..

Today... i begin my day one of not needing to rely on anyone in particular.
i wonder how this may go....

just a lil quote i found~

Cheers~
PeePee

Blah.

2011-02-28T11:23:00.000-08:00

wellwell 624aM... suppose to be enjoying my beautiful sleep atm.. but im awake.. like the usual. so not really suprising at all.

orginialy.. well b4 i fell asleep that is, i wanted to blog about the trip that i've came back from and upload a few fotos.. but atm i seriously cbb no more...

prob mainly cos im abit annoyed at things happening around me e.g. the peoples.. and other factors.. mainly cos of me i guess..

mm detaill.. cbb going into it. prob jus my problem. but how am i supose to go on to fix it?. i guess ppll have their own perception right? that was the lecturer said in the iLecture xD (see i was listening somehowww)

if there are people that thinks soemthing other then what your thinkning.. there is no point in exlaining.. isnt that true? they already have the preception of it in their head..? umm i guess there is another way to make that more clear buh then again i cbb explaining. it wont make sense via this anyway.
but one lie that i like from watch my k darams =] hahah

"if you think its a lie, then let it be"

cos then in the end. there is no point/the need to explain. cos at times like that it all jus bcomes fake n excueses.

OMGOMG tommo (well more like lata todai) is my first time driving BACK to uni since end of nov last yr!! gosh time flys whne your having fun! scary much?!
hopfully this sem i can do i alot better. as i was reading the unit outlines for each of the subjects that i am doing the lower n lower that confidence level fall><" sigh sigh
ok. i should stop thinking that!! ADD OIL PeePee~ (inner mental thought to self)\

anywho maybe i should update this blog more frequently too.... starting.. soon? hahah
next blog i shall try upload the fotos of my asia trip~ promise? haha

aniwho~ ima jet off to my bed...

Cheerrs~
PeePee <3

Paainn...? sleeeppyyy...?

2010-12-02T05:43:00.000-08:00

Another sleepless night la... pretty gay to b honestly...
barely had enough sleeeppp buh the thing is i AM tiredd buh for jus some reason i jus cant sleeppp?
to tired to sleep i guees??
been gettin like 3 - 4 hr sleeps la... so annoying...
ummmm abt the title~.. pain.. lol all through my legs.. pretty much i hav to stand for all my jobss.. at the fone shop... at the sushii... even at the resturant place.. lol... or mayb its too much naruto for me =P
this week has been ogin by awfully slow too.. esp mon - weds... it was like.... long long dayy enver ending night n workk... sighhh...

been catching up on my naurto episodes!!! kinda WAS addictive buh its gay how after "pain" is defeated and the kohana (or however u spell it) is destroyed.. cos its all filler episodes now all flashbacks=.=
buh i didnt want to watch it to the latest episode at the same time..
reason/... ? i guess i dont want it to end taht soon.. then all i can do it wait.. ummm.. im wweriid.. i no...
aniwhoo...
blah enough abt naruto...
there was alot of stuff i wantted to type up. cos pretty much ive been telling myself to update this blog of mine everynight yet i cbb.. now that i am actully typing this up.. i forgot wat i wanted to say.. sighhh...

ummm dinner tonite was mcBites from macas lmao well not exactly cos i onli got it cos mum demanded maccas on my way bak home from wokr=.= there were so many ppl there tooo such a turn off la.. buh ya ended up getting apple pir, mcbite, andfilet o fish for mum and scabbed 3 McBites =] heheh foto of evidence =]
and a lil update on life at work.. lol....
chatime at fone shop <3 sushi=".="">

mountains of sushii... lol...
been into Jason chen abit too much latly.. wat can i say his music is sooothinngg.. lol..

ummm on tues.. i finsihed at like 1030... den endup at stratty with tiffy it was pretty good. i was tired.. buh i still wanted to do something.. i've been wondering y to myself.. prob its cos i jus bb going home... its not the most welome feeling...
we rocked up at stratty.. wanted coffee or soemthing along the lines of that buh got none in the end buh learnt taht our "old placcce" stops makin coffee after 11... dammms...
and during out lil talks.. we came to the realization taht shes leaving for malaysia on Sunday...
DEVOO...its onli 2 days away... considerin that its friday now and i have work in like 8 hrs time... YET Im STILL not Aslleeepp? goshh i must b crazy.

aniway... i donno wat to type animore. ima call this off.. see if i can b bothered tommo or the day after....
buh knowing myselff... prob b another week..

blahhh
Chhherrrs~
<3 Pee.

the old me is bak

2010-11-25T05:02:00.000-08:00

there are happi things and there are bad things.
happy things:
those that wouls of saw on ym fb. lol i wont a blackberry 9700 white =] very prettyfull indeed lol. and for those taht have noidea wat it is, and what its like. checkk ittt ouutttttt

hehe my White Blackberry ironic much?
anywho thats it for the happy and good stuff.
as for the others...where should i start?
well first things first.
here i am sitting here after a dramatic night. updating this blog of mine that i dont even no y i bother updating.
tonight is prob one of those night that id look bak on always,. regret in a way.. but not realli. did it for a reason. not a very good one though. well at least its a mission accomplish. dont hav to hold anyone bak anymore
they can live their own life without any interuption how good is that?
alothough it took a while but good enough. its done and wats done is done

from now on pee is going to facce everything by herself and learn it the hard way.
that is a fact.
tonight she gambled and lost everything she had.
wasit worht it?
that i still dont know.
i actully pictured to be tears involoved. but suprisingly there isnt, did it run dry? i guess u can say. i jus cbb animore.

totally looking forward to this holiday

plans so far...
mon- work
tues- work
weds- work
thurs-work
fri- traning?
sat - work
sun - work

3 months of this?
tootally cant wait.

i'll update this tommo.. with better things to say i hope. right now. its over

O - V - E - R for real

be happy~
Pee

Thought of the day-this so called "holiday"

2010-11-23T03:40:00.000-08:00

Feeling kinda blue... therefore decided to write in blue..well. holiday offically started... no more uni... not till sometime next year.. i should be excited however.. im not?..
instead of sounding all depressed for now.. let start on something mroe exciting shall we?
sunday night/monday morning
went for my second mid-night snack adventure with tiffany ^^
this time we ended up at pancakes AT THE rocks =Dwe had a pizzaaa some bread crust thing and and ribeye steak loljus thought id share some picccs while im at it ^^
o0o as for dessert we had the "devils Delight"
well that night/morning was definitly something different.
rocked up at the rocks around 2 somehitng
was rather funni actully. first thing i noticed once we walked into pancakes at the rock was a old friend of mmine. n tiffs. Sabiq from long long long time ago. a friend of ours "back in the days" when we all use to train in wushu every weds night..
mann.. how muchh i miss those days and long for it again... though i no it wont happen again... at least not anytime soon....
we ordered, we waited, we talked, we ate.
eventually we got home at 415am - well tiffs home.

i remeber during our convo i listened most of the time. im glad i did. but somehow when i was listening to the convo.. i felt like i was kinda listening to myself at the same time. what ever that T is feeling at that moment.. i had that feelin too.. ages ago... and now too.... the whole feeling of being left out.. yet when i think about it.. i got no one to blame other then myself. its true wat i told her.. its not like im going to get anywhere if i dont make the move. if i jus sit here and complain its not like im going to get anything out of it.. not like those "friends" of mine will all come at once...
its actully been like this for the pass year.. and the years before i guess..

previous years.. i managed.. but this year.. it hits me real hard.. the fact that theres uni.. all those random exmas and essays and assignment in between.. then theres work to fillup all those other "free time: of mine...
as for now... "holidays" it realli makes no difference....
allmy time are jus working now... pretty much 7 days a week.. now that i said i'll help out on the monday too.. i've jus been thinking as well.

y am i working so much? what am i even getting out of it? whats the point?
at times like this i jus really want to drop everything and not work. but then folowing that thought... i thiknk what am i going to do then? there really is nothing to do..
thought goign through my head like a cycle.. its stupidd...

i dont intend to make this long blog.. i no there is still i lot more in my head atm.. but i dont think i feel like mentioning it at this momnet.. maybe in the blogs to come..
hahha a way to keep u guys interested and wanting to raed my blogs..
jokes jokes..

o well im off... got work later...

CHerrs~
<3 Peee

finally. its over.+ Goals.

2010-11-20T05:33:00.000-08:00

well well well.
wat can i say. the last time that i updated this blog was all the way back in Jan.
and y the urge to update this all of a sudden?
i guess its pretty much because the exams over and had a few things going though my head tonite.

but first this is first, EXAMS OVER BABYY!! and believe it or not.. thats my FIRST YR UNI somehow "accomplished".... to a certain extent... ignoring the fact tht i may have to repeat my subject =D shhhhh...

Second.... to keep the promise to myself to update this every so often instead of every 6 month or so... lol
hope i can keep this up. regardless of it being a long blog or a short blog...

Third. the two simple words "its over" can mean alot of things. and from jus those two words alone, theres alot that i learnt.
i guess u can say taht i learnt not to be hopeful over somthing that shouldnt of happened or WILL not happen...
i learnt that theres no point in reminiscing about the past..although its temping to do so... i guess once in a while is not too bad...
learnt to move on?
learnt to learn?... cant think of any more.. i give up...

aniwhooo, right now...

im patiently sitting here waiting for tommo to come... waiting for my mid-night snack adventure to arrive.... and that shalll be another story that we'll all need to wait and hear n read =)

Cheeerrss~
<3

My LIL Lapppyyy!!! ENVY 15

2010-01-03T04:13:00.000-08:00

hehehe 2-1-10 WASSs supose the bday of my lappyy

buh buh due to the problems encountered with the key board =p i had to exchange it to a new one^^ therefore the bday of my lappy is now 03-01-0-10 xD

HHaapi bdaII my li ENVY 15 xD

in a way i guess this can b considered as my one lil present to welcome the new yr of 2010 =]

a reall expensive one too ==

heheh chek it out!! even the box looka SEXIII heheh

wen i saw the boox i felt like i jus brought something from those posh stores like "LV", "Burberry" "Gucci" ect lol cos it looks so pro n posh!!

heh see for urselff =]

my lovelly Laappy here runs under the new window 7 ehhe =] so PreTTyyy-FUL =]

lol

looking all pro =] im glad

still a lil "mmhmmm o.O" abt this purchase buh o well im all good. jus edgy since i spent so muhc on this lil bby here 0.O

0o0o0 a couple of dais ago i went to DisneyLand Hong Kong hehe it was also pretty ful!! see for urself

me n my pro camera/photography skills lol

buh buh seriously i took so mcuh fotos it wasnt funni both my fone n my camera ran outta battery on me == lol

see i can go a lil "tooo" crazy my taking fotos lol

buh den agen thats me^^

aniwho i also went to the HK countdown hehe and i rec a vid =p it was pretty cool as u can hear everyne counting down n all the car horns going "BBBEEEPP BEEPP" heheh a pretty good experience i goota say =] seeeeeeeee below^^

and on the first of the first of 2010=]

i ended upp rocking up to my aunties new homw sweet home at Larm Tin hehe a pretty small house i goota admit buh not bad i guess nice interor and we had a biiggg foood fest!! heehhe (look at the AMOUNT of foooddd =D=D *DROOLLZ*)

(see how FAT im getting =.=)

aniwho its getting late and im tired =.=

i'll update agen tommo afta shooping for a while la=p hehe

i think i'll go over weight agen =.= wif my luggage.. so is my own weight lol o.O

o0o0o and and one more thing since this is supose to b my "diary" entry after alll.. i injured myself SOMEHOW todaii.. so pro of me.. i somehow over strenched wen i didnt even strench during the wk.. werid... lol buh painful!! aniwho enjoy the pics!!

<3>

MerrrrRYY ChristMASSS!!!! =] n HAPPY BOXING DAIII

2009-12-24T22:55:00.000-08:00

Meerrrry Christmasss EVERYONE!!! <3

hehe and a happpyy HAPPY bOXing daYY!!

25-12-2009

the christmas of 2009 has finally arrived. and this year im spending a "not-so-HOT and not-so-COLD" christmas... well im currently in HK and its supose to b winter unlike the noral summer chirstmas in Aust buh u see... the stupid "global warming" effect has decided to kick in and stuff up all our seasons... and nnow at HK and in AUs is both around 20 sumfin deggrees.. =.= (buh still a "bit" more cooler in hk den AUS we are in "winter" after all)

i done even n wat season im in no more=.=

aniwho the ppoint of thiss entry is to wishh all my beloved ones out there a HAPPPYY HAPPPYYY AND MERRY MERRRYY CHRISTMASS wat ever the word "merry" really means=.= i never really understand buh since everyone says it den i mite as well.. heheh =]

as for slient nite 24/12/2009

i firstly hav to say happi bdai to

#1 Emilyyyyy =]

#2 Aldooooo!!!

and on that dai i decided to pay a visit to Ocean Park Hong Kong. i pretty mcuh spent the whole day there. a good 10 hrs or so xD

i went wif Mareen and her sis and mum n aunt. lol gootta thank them for the shout ^^

hehe pretty awesome =] the rides and stuff were prettyy good=]

and jus a few seconds b4 chrsitmas i heard the count dwn from the shopping centre apprx 6-8 min walk from my place!!! and im telling u.. its pretty far. i hav no idea they can b THAT loud!!

heeh aniwho as fr tday 26/12/09

i spent the first 2/3 f the dai at aunties' mums place. lol note that there is actuallly no blood relationship here XD

saw/played wif one of the cuteest kid!! lol and man although his onli 3 his heaps god at one of the games in the wii resort!! scary!! den agen it was also though thses bunch of kids that reminded me of hoe annoying kids can b when they all try to fight for somethin=.= esp ver a remote control. lol

den the last 1/3 bit was spent n a family dinner.. the usual=.= no taht much worth mentioning lol. buh one this worth saying is the lotus paste bun at the end :D:D:D:D:D:D DROOOLZ TO THE MAX! and the Maxi (bread brand) choc "devil" cake@!! s nice la!!

hehe and rite b4 i decide to m,ake my way hme i went to see some chirstmas lights =] hehe pst pic lata. aniwho i've been sleeping late tooo mcuh nws=.= i think im dying... i shallupdate next time=.=

to be continued......

<3>

@HK part 2 xD >>>> LEO KU!!! mv-making

2009-12-21T08:07:00.001-08:00

REALL quick update before my beauty sleepp

usually wen catchin the train bak h0me i would catch it to TAI WAI and interchange there to get to SHA TIN WAI which is a stop rite near where i live;

BUTTT

todai i had the urge to walk the long way because i cbb changing trains so i jus got off at SHA TIN instead

AND doin so i was lucky enough to run into LEO KU a famous hk male singer =]

and he was there wen i was on the way walkin home =D

and he was shooting a MV for one of his new songs hehhe

i was suprise to find him not bad lookin at all xD heheheh

here some "fan fotos" by me =] ehehhe

AND i wass literitally ONLI 2 METERS AWAY FROM HIMM!!!!

heheh END of my lil "over the head excitment" for the day xD

Time to DREAmmmmMM =)

<3 pEeee >

hehehe a BELATED BLOG update^^ (the usual) @ HK part 1

2009-12-19T17:25:00.000-08:00

haha i pretty much skipped the thailand parts xD and went straight to the parts of me being in hk. haha buh dwdw i shal update the thailand ones agen prob tommo ^^

wellwell. im in hk atm... ever since the 9th and its already the 20th lol. im good at keeping things updated arent i :)
umm.. now the big question is... WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING!??!!?

good one.. i dont even rember properly=.=

i remba the plane ride!!..

and SOME of the ppl... hehe jess fu^^family... etc (buh no famous stars jus yet =[ )

o0o0 and most of all i remba the food!!! =D =D~buh buh thats wat fotos are for =] to remind me of stuff^^ hehe

buh lets chek out the food first!! (hehe jus for u tiff XD)

("snowman" bread =] jus intime fr christmass!!)

ummm wat else....0oo christmas is realli approaching fast!!! look at all these xmas decorationg that the hk shpping centres put up!! and chek out the gingerbread house!!

(park near wher i live ^^)

(AMP shooping centre?.. i.e some hk shoopping centres)

(another shoping centre)

umm wat else is there.... let see....

rite now im like sooo freaken undecidviee abt wat laptopto get=.= sigh so annoyed at myself for that.. its NOT THAATTT HARD to decide ritee?? buh buh im jus sitting here making my live hardder=.=

0o0o i jus remba wat was on my head like 5 min ago (ehhe im gdo arent i xD)

i went YUM CHA 3 days in a rolll!!! =.= at 3 diff places t. from low class to mid class t UPPPERR class

i.e from $7/$8 buck for a dish f "seal mai" to $14/$15 bucks for agen another dish of "seal mai" to the uppperr class dish of "seal mai" for like $24/$25 bucks!!! lol =]

*looks at the foreverr growing tummy*...*sighs and shakes head*

o well.. its HK after alll=.=

o0o and todai i walked so mcuh that my feet was hurting like no tommo=.= o0o0 and and i ended up buying those chestnut that they cook with thse coal thingo!! (those honkies out there should noe and tiff to xD even if ur not honkie honkie)

i'll upload more foto nxt tym the yum cha ones^^ and when i get bored tommo i'll prob update the blog wif "flash backs" of the thailand trip..

andd annddd!! i ended up with a thong tan=.= theres like two white strips on my feet like ^ that...

aniwho... the list of things to add onto my wish list xD

#1 laptop (HP? envy? )

#2 lomo camera =]

#3 heels that looks like guys shoes!! ummm like those black shoes guys where to formals/weddings/interview ETC!! buh for girls and in heels XD

#4 military jackets!!

#5 long length shirt/dresses

#6 JEANS

#7 more CLOTHES

#8 sHOESss =] reeeboookkk/nikkeee/adaids (high top fr going out and colourfull!!)

(omgosh saw these shoes lacoseee (the lil croc-mind me i cant speell esp those that noes me) for like 1K o.O@@

mann this "i want" list is never ending=.= mind mee =p

aniwho i'll update wif mroe fotos tommo and plus of the thailand flash bak.. ima jus pst this for now=] hehe

<3>

tHailand - BANGkok =] part ONE

2009-12-06T02:17:00.000-08:00

WEeeeee through the clouds i gooo, if onli i can touch it n feel it...

wellwellwell. i hav continuiously been telling myself to kepp this blog of mine updated, but it loooks likei aint that good at keeping promises ay> . <

those that know me well will probly no this by now lol.

i guess this adds on to one of my many never ending bad points abt myself.

aniwayy enough of that. this blog is supose to update those who can b borthered to read this blog of mine abt wat i ahv been up to. lol this feels like a lil exam to me, testing my memory. well here it goes......

Day 0 - 30/11/09

as u can see the foto on the top, hehe i took it wen the plane was flyying through the clouds =] hehe so prettyy-fulll =]

my flight wasnt a direct wun, i had to stop by taipei airport first. ehe during my lil "walk" to my transferred plane there was this lil kid on his suit case hehe it was cuuteeee =]

day 1 - bangkokkkkk - 1/12/09

i didnt get to bangkok till 2 in the morning =[ so gay...and i didnt get to my aunties' house till 3 man.

lol well for day one.. i pretty much bored myself at the house. my aunty called it a "resting" day. i got a hold on to my uncle's laptop and they hav wireeless =O lmap. ended up staying on the comp for the day till 1:30pm ish. once i stepped outta da house i was like WTFFFF.. it was like 31 degrees taht day=.= adn dude it is supose to b reaken WINTERRR... i was like o.O.. wat kinda winter is this!?!? having to wear shorts, thonges, short sleeve shirtes.. dude i look like i cam hit the beach anitym YET ITS WINTER!!!

well for the rest of the afternoon i ended upwalkin like 4 shopping centres,and the werid thing is.... THEY ARE ALL CONNECTEDD..... its scary....

i started in Paragong. mann taht shoping centre is freaken POSH!!!! all those rich ass branded stores are all in there=.= starting from Hermes, to D&G to CK DKNY, Chole EMpor Armaniii, Georgio Armain, Armanni exchange (man wats wif all these armanieesss=.=)

ooo yea there was like indivdual stores for each phone brand=.= blackberry, nokia, apple eTC...

0o0o and i went into Kinokuniya hehe it was prettyful in there too buh buh all their mangas were fully covered=[ couldnt waste/spare somme time there. =[ unfortunity.

and on the 2nd level there were like BMW lambigini, poRshe and a freaken LOTUSS!!!!! show u pic nxt time, the foto os on my phone and i cbb connecting my fone to the lappy=[=[ (yea yea im lazy i no i no.)

DAY 2 - 2/12/09

went to some crocdile farm/zoo shit... it was pretty boring at first, prob bcos the last tym i went thailand with mum i already seem stuff similar those, buh things got betta and not as borning wen i started to feed the animals

goota say, feedin those animals were pretty funni and scary haha

=hehe the pics are below =) enjoyyyy

(COCOCOCOCOOC-nut) heheh (Elephant.. walking o.O)
(BiggER white tiger)
(a Hiiippppoooo?!?! o.O )

(me being "freaked out" and gotten "friendly) (bby whiteee tiger)

(the verryy cute Bby moneky )

man i jus fell asleep for a mili sec right there, i thiknk i'll jus post this for now, cbb saving it n contine. i mite forget, knowin myself. i'll upload the pics and other stuff for day 3-5/6 or manyb 7 tommo nite-ehheh
stay in tune!!!
Peee AKA pOnii xD
heheh =]
pEaceeee

Nocturnal much1?!?!

2009-11-15T09:18:00.000-08:00

it is currently... 4:20 AM....
woke up like.. 30 mins ago, accomplished....a few things=)
i finnalyy got my hand n fingers moving and read lien and michelles' "updated" blogs...
lol.

umm this is the first post that i have written since i finshed my HSC
... well its been exactly 4 days and 12 hrs and 21 mins ago since i fnished my HSC

wat can i say.. that feeling is... undescribABLE... all the emotions that was experienced as i bounce outta da exam rrom thinking "o yea o yea no more examm no more exam, there no coming bak to this "gym" animore" while getting a few werid "looks" during the process. buh thats ALL FINE!! cos its all over now^^

the past few days went by.. relavtly fast.. yet slow?
in a way i did quite a lot within one day yet... its already monday now1?!? and it doesnt seem like i ahve done anyhting "good" for the house.

mum has been bugging me to paint sum section/wall of the house ever since HSC even started, now that its over... the bucket of paint is still sitting sumwhere outside the backyard... ummmm... wat can i say... ima a lazy one xD! which is a BAD thing.. i no i no. i tried to change that, for the past... FEW YRs,.. there MAY have been imporovements.. buh rarly xD

today, well "sunday" i had training for wushu again, the fisrt since god knows when=.=
and i attempted to do teh SPEAR (imagine lOOng lOOngg stick with a pointy metal end xD) today!!! looks ultra COOL buh is EPIC HARdd=.=
totalll FAiLLure... rite now, my hand hurts~~ its like getting blliisteerrsss..

GAYYY!!!

buh buh other then thats ia all cools, and i saww DEREKKK!! XD lol his funni^^ as usual

o0o and nearly forgot to mention my dogs..=.= mann i swear they reallihave a brain of their own. its like soo smaRtt i donno wat dad ffeeedds it=.= i came home from CHurch on sunday, found mickey (the mummy dog) lying in the shade of my drvie-way wating for me to come home!?!?
approx 1 hr later, right when i was about to head off to training (wushu) i see some white fluffy thing goinf "ZOOM ZOOM ZOOMM" across my drive-way.. and guess wat it is=.=
MY DOGG!!=.= damm it i swear, it makes me RUNN ANDD USE MY BRAIN at the same time,.
which aint cool.
i ahve to think of ways to make it "cum bak" or get close enough for me to get it.... anoyyinggg.... i've always been thining how da hell did it learn to open that back yard gate of mine...

all i goota say.. DOggs.. incredible animallss.. TOO SAMRT for one thing!

o0o i bought a dress on satt wif laura. lol well i saw da dress like on thurs, den i coudnlt stop thinking abt it.. and and... yeaa was bening undecisive on whether i should buy it or not. and as u can see. in the end i did xD anddd i got matching heellss too^^ whehhe... buh i goota say... dAMN DA DRESS IS CUTEE buh buh shortt la >

aniwho, those of u who actullyy was borther to read this xD
TAHNKYOU!!
haha and those that didnt, haha dw, i understand, me n my rambling....
buh buh i beta finsh here, mum goona b awake soon xD lol
<3>

OMGSOH OMGSOH OMGSOH LA!

2009-11-10T01:28:00.000-08:00

bookkksss bookss and MOREE boooks =D

LAST EXAM TOMMO!!!

after tommo is the ENDDD!!!! end of all those STREEEEESSSSSSSSS....

buh den once that finishes.... wat happens next?...

the "future" (lol not tHAT far buh days to come) seems soo... aimless?

aiiyyaaa..
i should realli b studying...
buh buh im like having this mental spazz attack atm..

im already freaking out for tommo...
wat if i fail
wat if i go mental blank
what if...wat if...

wat is the point of all that time i "wasted" on study IFFF i do fail/go blank...

this is soo stupid ay...

alrtie a;rite i jus thought that i should viist my blogspot.. JUS b4 tommos DETERMINING MY FUTRE EXAM.. (as in whether my "efforts" of studying was enough to get me into a UNI....)

o0o0 i wacthed G-dargons new MV - A boy... lol da songs all good and all buh.. vid seems a lil werid??=.= ummmm .. study... SOCIETY AND CULTURE....
i've jus finsihed popular culture.. lol a good 3/4 hrs teaching myself abt "ROCK 'n' ROLL" babyy =D

now.. ive got "equality and difference" left....
shouldnt be THAT hard rite rite?..
da only way to noe is....

GET A MOVE ON... to study^^...
well i shall update another post VERYSOON
for this lil piece of "procrastination" writing.. is not realli a blog blog, doesnt tell u wat i did today xD lol

buh then agen.. what i DID do today can b summerised into one word...
"STUDY "

lol..

thats it for NOw....

cHU <3>

SUPRISEE!! imaa BAKK~~~~

2009-11-08T02:35:00.000-08:00

SUPRIIISEEEEE xD

like wat the Title says...

IM BAK PPLZ!!!

lol not fully up n running buh GOOd enough xD

ONE MORE DAM EXAM LEFT!! and it has to b the gayest subject....

society and CUlture.

wat can i say... not my best. buh not yet the worst...

for all those who have ALREADY FINISHED their exam and had ECO as their last examm.... all i hav to say is,.....

GGrrRRrrr..... >=(

LUCKKYYY bummmms!~! go enjoy ur holidayy!! and leaveee MEEE ='(

(at times like this i hav to sy... its a close call between the emotions of LOVE and HATE =S)

and for all those who hav engineerrrinnggg ONE THE SAMEE dAY AS ME^^ im sorry to say....

MUWHHAHAHA I FINISH ONE HR B4 U GUYS xD

hehe jus one of myy lil hypo moments...

welwlel u see.. i shoudl realli be studying for this up cuming exam.. buh i hav been procrasting for the past 2 hrs trying to fix and update this stuipid blogspot of mine whihc i havent updated SINCE MARCH of this year....

EPIC FAIL.....

i shall update sum of my year 12 formal soonsoon... lol...

not that anione will realli look at this aniway... lol

ANIWHOOOO

iMA GET my butttt bakk to the RIGHT SIDE OF THE TABLe andd start studying!!

yes yes.. i shoudlll...

and here i goa agen.. talkin to myself.. like always=.=

Belated update...

2009-03-04T05:53:00.000-08:00

Well, here we go. My ultra belated update of this nearly forgtten blog. Sowwee !!
One thing that realli needs to be mentioned in this blog update is that fact that we are currently in the middle of wk 6 of term 1, more like the end actully, in other words.... I'm getting closer and closer to my death. Only 2 and a half term left till HSC and HaLF a Wk. Left tilly half yrlies. And yes I am suppse to be studying RIGHT NOW . But noooooo I am updating this blog, believe It or not.
Sigh... So screwwed la!!! Haven't even done the proper studyding and with me keeping this up there's noway that I can so good in anthing.
Need some serious motivation here. Realli hate myself for all these time that I am wasting but war can I do to improve?
Any suggestions? Any one?
=[....
Not happy with myself. In fact I'm annoyed at myself for being myself doing what I'm not suppose to be doing.
I haven't even touch or prepared myself for my English test the essay and the speech. And that is the first test!!!
Kill me please. The end of the story .
One depessed kid
One sad kid
Not doing what she is suppose to do even though she knows it herself =.=

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY ppeeople!!!

2009-02-14T04:26:00.000-08:00

Believe it or not im writing in PINK!!!lol and the reason for this"pinkness" all of a sudden is because its VAlentines TODAI!!!

heheh

to all those happi couples out there (AHEM LIEN AHEM CAROLINE AHEM) i wihs u guys a happi happi ahppi valentines day, lol a bit late ay xD already 1128.. wellwell i wihs u guys HAD h madd valentines xD

buh for those who are currnetly singlle..

DW!!! PONI to the resuce xD! lmao, since im not much beetta off.. lolz

well jus to let u guys noe.. and i SHALL reveal my VALeNTINES for this year ISH!!::

DRUMM ROOLLLLLLLL:

valentine #1 : TIFFANYY!! lmao xD woke up wif her nxt to meh xD

VAlentine #2 CHEERIOS!!! lmaoo my breakfast xD

valentines #3 CHINESE SKOOL + princple + school fees

valetines #4 teresa, + ferro ROcHE!! xDD THATSSS LIFE XD (how can a valentine go by withoput chocloate!)

valentine #5 new EXCEL PHYSIC text book!! mwuahahha myy new toy ~~~

and as for my FINAL ValENTINE OF THE DAY #6:
HOME SWEET HOME AND MYYY 3 DOGGs xD!!! lmaoo PLUS h/w.. =[
wat a day=.=

sigh... so aniti social=.=.. o welll..

to all those beloved wuns.. I LUVVV U!!! XD

o0o0o and jus to make my day all bETTTTAAA JAMIE SED YES TO BE MY VALENTINE!! lmaO!!!

OMGOSH~~~ STRESSS ALREADYY!!!

2009-02-12T05:10:00.000-08:00

lmao!! u guys woould never guess, yesterday, i.e wends, i hav a late start for skool buh i was still 28min LATE to skool xD! believe it or not.
and it was all my fones fault!!, well most proably mine, for not locking my fone and jus chucking it in my bag, and it sumhow, magically changed the fone time to ONE WHOLE HR BEHIND! and i didnt even notice...
well the story goes liek this:...
oscar called at "720 ISHH ACCORDING TO MY FONE THAT IS! (that means at that tym it was actyully already 820.. =.=)
well, he called to ask me how im goona get to skool (since he happenes to go my skool too now.. a bit werid, i no i no.. ) aniWHOO!! i told him that ima goona catch a bus, so he aske me wat time the bus comes, and i sed "855 @ padstow station"
heNCE.. i went bak to bed...=.=
then again, oscar called this tym it was around.. "748" ON MYY FONE!!! asking where i was, and i told him that i was still at home, and he was like "dot dot dot... how cum the bus isnt here yet, and where are u? isnt the bus cumming soon?" den i was like to him.. "its onli 748 now isnt it?"
DEN CAM HIS REPLy "its nearly 9 =.="
instantly i BOUNCE OUTTA BEDDD CHECKED ALL THE OTHER CLOCK IN MY HOUSE and all of dem reads :850"... ALL EXCPet MY FONE...
SIGHHH.. as the story goes on.. ima late for skool.. late start, laste finsih=.= DEAD by the end of then day...
buh BAK TO THE POINT REAlTING to my heading.. "STRESSS ALREADDYY"
today, during english, we FIANLLY / ALREADY got our assesment notice... ALREADYY LA!!1..
one's for wk 7, esssay=.= and wun following it rite away, wk 8 speech..
OMGSH OMGSOH LA!1.. killll mehh..=.= im like soo NOT ready for this.. STRESSSSSS!!!!.. help meh =[=[///

HOME ALONE~~~

2009-01-30T18:29:00.000-08:00

Believe it or not, i am currently HOME ALONEEE!!!... and that will stay like that all da way till end of FEB and probly till beinging of MARCH!!!

mum and dad has officallyy left me.. =[!! they ABANODED MEEHH!!!! ='(

to hav fun in china, macau, hk, taiwan ALL BY THEm SELF AND WITH OUT MEH!!.. blahhh..

dont even if its a good thing or not.

on the posoitive side...

no more screaming every half n hr from mum.
not more 1 min apart fone calls from mum
no more getting busted for not doin something.. from mum..
wat else.... ummm... jus something FROM MUM!

notice somwhting in common?? they are all fROM MUM!! lol....

aniwhoo... as a start.. imaNOT SPENDING da nite AT home tonite xD lmao and tommo nite.. hahaha.. home alone.. CEHRRRr... i hav TIFFANY XD! and lion dancing at forest rd tommo!!! muwahahha .. well outside its like +30 degrees atm.. which will most proably be da same for tommo.. imaaa DIEE~~.. lol/../. imagine... wait...

i dont need to imagine xD i wont even be under taht lion. or get a chance to xXD haha i get da easy job!.. is that i gooa thing? or am i jus crap?..

btw had demo last nite!!! at kog!... WASNT THHHATTTT bad.. buh still..

umm and b4 we headed to kog.. me and tiff changed into out silks and start loveoINK a lil:P chek it out xD!! hehe we look COOL!!!!

SCHOOLL!!!! nooooo =(

2009-01-28T01:30:00.000-08:00

believe it or not byw time really do fly!! but only when you are having fun, and enjoying yourself in the delight of your fwends. BUT NOTT!!! and i repeat! NOT when your in school.!
as you guys would have guessed already, yes yes.. school offically started todai.. unfortunity!!.. therfore im onli 6 and a hlaf wk away from my half yearlys, and offcially round about 9 month away from the HSC!!..
and onli to make things worst... school was a freaken OVENN!!!
appreatly during assembly, the principal had told everyone, during the holis, there was a major power failure of some sort, therefore ALLL the food in da canteeen freezers went off.. and gosh.. imagine the smell of the schooll.. nooo i wont want to imagine taht!..
aniwho. wat killed the most was the fact taht i was swimmin in my own sweat for the WHOLE dai! even on my way to skool!.
since its a weds, and we start late on weds dad counldt give me a lift to the station. therefore i had to walk out to catch the bus to hurstville then the train, all this in the first few hrs JUS before school started.
and jus that lil walk.. already made me SWEATT like no tommo! then to make things worst, the bus taht i'd hope for WITH AIRCON DID end up commin to me buh WITHOUT!!! aircon.. gosh how muhc did that kill =.=...
with all that heat wave, i eventaully fell asleepp =[ :P hheheh
school started with assembly, then we got issued our time table.. sigh,, that sucked=.=.. you wont want to no... well not taht u care aniway buh.. NO FREE PERIODS.. pLUS.. onli once a fortnight a late start.. SIGH.. guess that was i get.. for another 9 monht. b4fore i suffer even more... blahhh
btw.. since that holida.. gone fatt=.= l;iikee a pigggyy (^(oo)^).. soo gayy!!! hmpff~~..
i wonderr... wen would be that nxt time i updarte this, although this is onli the first dai of skiool. threr was quite a few bits of work already. imagine lata... ... SIGH..... man.. i sound like one DEPRESSED CHILD. ='(

ever heard of a poni being able to "hardcore studying"? xD

2009-01-20T02:47:00.000-08:00

went state library agen todai^^ with my beloved TiffaNy.
and believe it or not we studied from 1130"ish" ALL THE WAY till 4"ish"
in total, regardless of all our eating and chatting periods probabloy stuide for roughly close to 3 and a hlaf hrs!
arE we good or are we not!! xD! GOO US !!!
and i cant believe that i finshed summerising my physics!!! xD!!! i though it would of taken HEAPPSS long buh i actully managed to finsh it ALL TODAY!!!
imna looking forward to finsh all my other stuff ASAP!!! which includes society and culture T.t!
kill MeH! =[=[

anywho.. . was deciding whether i shuld go agen tommo. and the ending result is.. STATE LIB HERE I com TMOMMO!! buh later:P hehe
thought that i should stay home for a bit and do some house work so there can be one less excue for mum to shout at me > . <>
aniwho.. beta go shower nows.. its already 1027pm..... still havent showere.. and i had traiining todai too!!
EKKKKKyy.. the sweatyNESS and STickyNESS.... u wont wnt to know how taht feels like..
wellwell
one thing i should mentsion also..
IMA HAPPI THAT IMA ACTULLY STUDYING WIF TIFF!! we can actully study together!! and and i still have the opportunity to spend time wif tiff!!! =D

Soorryyy><"

2009-01-18T03:44:00.000-08:00

sorry pplz>.<"!!
for not blogging for YONKKSSs
lol i guess like wat i have mentioned on my previous blogs.. i tend to have a "thing" for certain things for a limited amount of time:P heheh myy bad my bad..
from now on i shall do my best and tryyyyy to keep this blogging up, jus like how I'm trying to keep writing in the diary that tIffany as given me for cHristmas.

well lest try summerise things breifly and quickly =p how that sound?? =]

one wk ago.. 11th jan 09: Training at aquatic centre xD kungFUing asses agen =]. afta traiining went dinna with Glen, Kevin, Terry, Tiff and Tim =] at HagaYa.. jap resturant!!! @ huRST glen and Tim can now be classified as part of da "kungfu gang" xD hehe their good><" heaps beta then me.. sigh.. if only i can b also><. slept over at Tiffs house too =] gosh we were hungry before we went to bed.. fooodd!!! *dRools*
12th jan: woke up at 7? went for a run!! afta how manys yrs of saying "lets run in the morning" it finally came true!!. took an hrr walking around hurst looking for mantou xD! hoiw desprite can we get!! VERY!! ate breaki, STUDIED!!!! =O believe it or not! we even studied at da pARk, haha half picnic xD thats us =D (me and tiff =D)
13th jan: spent day home alone. EATING... getting FAT like a PIG *oink oink*
14th jan: home.. AGAIN... and made ma dao gow!!! (coconut flavoured pudding/jelly with split peas.. asain dessert u can get at yumcha =] )
15th jan: STATE LIBRARY!!! believe it or not. and DID study! with Tiff =]. afta sum "hardcore" study for a few hrs we walke dffrom martin place to town hall for the photo 'spot-the-difference" game and some Krn RICE CAKE!!!!!!! mannnn it was nice alrite!! gotta <3>krn chilli sauce!! <3<3!!
16th jan: another day at the state lib!! therefore, another day of "atempting to study" =] hehe with tiff=] my STUDY BUDDY!!! and more photo gaameee. had traiining again at night, did lion dancing and getting ready for the demo. all good all good. had dinner afta, at bevo, 1st time thai resturant.. food wasnt THAT bad.. buh the sure had ciounting problem.. the "serving sizes' that is.
17th jan: went swimming today!! swam 1 km xD am i good or WAT!! haha no good actully:P hehe buh swimmin 1 km was TRUE!><" den hurstville for abit, didnt see the lion dancing by ykm thouhg. o well. den it was home for the rest of da nite.
TODAY!! Church, hurstville with mum, bought fruit. training at hurstville woodville park. =] GOAL: get beettter at sword fOrm.. cos i suk.. =[.. at diff parts.andd!!! GET A NO HAND CARTWHEEL SOON!!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONES!!! 2009 HERE WE COME!

2009-01-01T04:51:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! ^.^!

believe it or not, in da blink of an eyes its already 2009. and there is onli 6 more min left till tis finally the second of jan 2009!!. man 5 minsleft now, times really do fly when your having fun.

this year went by HEAPS fasT!! and we're already in 2009 before i even noticed.

unfortunitly/fortunitly this year is my offical HSC year.. i cant tell u one thing, ims scarredd.. hEAPs sCAred.. ><"

cant wait till this year finsihes.
YETTT!! at da same time, i dont want this yearr to go by TOO FAST too fast that before i even notice / studied hsC will be in front on me!! ><"
scared await me in the days to come/ near future.
where will i go / be in the future
will i even have a future????
thres so much that is to be done yet theres so little time.

but then again. like what michelle sent me in her sweet SWEEt sms...

make a wish, hope for the best. choose a goal and stick to it. hope for the best in 2009 and I (as in michelle!!! =]) will always be there <3!

AWww.. i lub u Michelle!! >

as for new year eve. i spent it wif TIFFANY!! YAY!!!! ahha and marjong xD! lamo and DEz Gor GOr and mEGGG anddddddd TommmoooZZ xD! and "attempted" to see the fireworks. lola nd ended up "luvoiNk" with tiFFany =]

and for todai da FIrst of the FirST... spent da morning wif Tiff =] then went swimming for 4 hrS!! well. not Full on. there was mucking around.. it was like... an outing... u no.. with da "aunties" and "uncles".

den spent the rest of the time wif da uBEr cool kungfu buddiES..

kevin, will, terry, TIFFANY, derek, MAtthew, tIff LO. =]

mann 2009.. HERE I COME!!! lmao new year rEV: DO Good in School, GET GOOD AS UAI!!, GET A LIFE, GET A JOB, OWN in KUNGFU!!.. own bADminton.

<3love>FWEnds!! <3

kUng FU.. ANnoyED ><"

2008-12-30T03:16:00.000-08:00

lets make this one short and simple...

845am? woke up.
955am. catch bus to hurstville
1025am: arrive at hurst. saw TIFF at bbusstop walk together to "mR cHou's yumcha place" bump into kevin on da way. YUMCHA wiff.. da KUNGFU GANg.. me. tiff li. tiff lo. percilla lo. derek. william. kevin. terry
1235pm: finally fish yumcha. each went separate ways.
with the exception of ME TIFF li TIFF lo Kevin and Terry. we went tiffs house to mARjoNg xD didnt start till 1? 1 sumfin
230: had to leave and meet up wif mum. etcetc. rest not wroht rembering
633: set off to kungfu traiining
700: arrive at trainning place. onli me n simon turned up.. start training.
830 onward.. FUlLYY ANNOYED AT MYSELF. cant get this simple movment correct, cant jump far enough, movment not smooth enough. ALOTOGETHER PISSED OFF AND ANNOYED AT MYSELF. and dad on da oda hand ADDDDS OIL TO MY FIRE!! he decides to get angry and he starts getting pissed off. lalalalala.. GRrrrRRR
921. 15 pushup on toes=.= 36 crunches, off to hoime.
eventully got home. didnt look at the tym this time.
called tiff. express meh annoyying angry..><" (thanks tiff for being there) buh she aslo expresses her anger abt herr training abt not getting the "sharpness" of the lion dancing.

overall.. a OK DAI... i think

2008-12-29T04:21:00.000-08:00

Mina (everyone in jap).. ima wihs u guys a HAPPY BELATED MERRY CHRISTMASSS...and a soon to cum.. HAPPY NEW YEAR.

lol like wat i sed before.. me and my "lil interest" die out quicky.. as a result i ahvent even blogged on this "blogspot" for lik ONE WHOLE WEEKK.. buh den this wk was pretty full for meh.. and rite now.. ima watching Prince Of Tennis OVA xD! with a sore lieft bum cheek, sore shoudler, neck.. prety much everywhere =.=... goota say.. wat a wk..

wellwell.. thats wun ahppi fing.. aniwho.. recalling da wk.. thats a hard job.. buh u neva no if u dont try... here we go..

MONDAY: o shooott.. cant recall IT!!!... let meh fink fink...><".. o well onli rember bits n pieces... 0o0o i reMBAED!!! had to go to ct wif annie (a family fwend) cos she wanted to go kino to get da new mangas.. which we set out around11.. got to ct at.. 1140 ish? or 1130.. denden went capitals for da toys.. manage to get wun xD.. hehe a cutee winnine da pooh in space suit xD!! blak !! show pic nextt ym.. alreali uploaded heaps of fotos for this blog. den left her aroud 130. headed to AllaWAH. meet up wif mum to go swimming =] hehe to "keep fit" cough cough xD" buh den mum forgot to bring meh googles=.= mann that was painful swimming-,-.. as this tells u.. ima no good with out goggles.. prettyy bad.. i no i no><" buh aniwho. got piked up aftaward by aunty cos mum had to go word.. and rite b4 it.. had argueement wif mum=.= ova sum stupid stuff. like always.. umm. fink it was abt dinna for tues nite... aniwho THAT nite.. i made carrot MUFFIN this tym and altering da recipe a bit^^

TUESDAY: umm as for tues.. woke up.. ate xD.. went for a run.. more house work.. made a "oragne load" :P as shown in da pics. since there was oranges at home and and mum was screaming at meh for now eating it and jus placing it there. den there was dina at nite.. o0o and before dina. i made coffee shortbreads!!! muwahha they were nice XD buh da last tray was a bit burnt compare to da odas. buh it was "nicer" cos da flavour was heavier and smeells more coffeeish den da rest. (picc above)

0o and abt da dina arugeement.. it occured liek this:

mum ask a wk ago maybe :"wanna go dina on tues

me: "na me want to go training (kungfu)

mum"alrite fine"

days lata.. mum : "u sure?... even ______ aunty is goink"

me: me still want to go training!"

mum"we're eating lobsterrr!!"

me:"stilll wana traing insteasd"

mum gettin a bit angry.. "fine fine wateva"

two dais before.. mum talkin to aunty "convice meh daughter to go already"

me ova hearing this "i dont wanan go" and sed da same thing da dai b4..

as a result got shouted at=.= therefore i reacted with a bit of ANGER.. "fine fine i'll go.. i wont go training den"

with this reply.. mum thought i had this "attitude problem" so she shouted at me agen due to meh attitidue.. and told me to not go..

so this is da info.. wat do u say. i DONT want to go i get shouted at.. in da end i agree to go is till get shouted at.. WAHT DA HELL MAN! =.=

WEDNESDAY: buh.. xmas eve.. slient nite.. this REALI wass a slient nite for mhe. morening.. ATE xD agen. went for a run... ORIGINAL PLAN!.. trainnign at 4 wif tiff and kev. and in da morn kev msged taht tiff cant make it. in da afvo got dragged by aunty (same wun that went to dina) also a close family fwend. ALL DA WAY TO BANKS wif her daughter. to take dem to do their nails and sumhow i endedup doink mine.. also?1.. and it was also sprinkleing TO START WIF.. den it got heavier. as a result. training cancels=.= DEPRESSION>> and a rEALI rEALLI slient night...

THURSDAY(XMAS): spent da first hr of it ALONEEE.. dad eventully came home sed merry xmas to him buh ignored meh=.= and feel asleep onda sofa. mronign came. had to go chruch,, for da WHOLE MRONING.. didnt come home till.. 1? 2?.. den mum had to go work. (around 330? or 3?).. drop by at jess fu's xmas party.. mann goota lluv her party^^ lamo her mums like are GRAND BUFFET CHEIFX xD o0o and met her BFXD!! fOR DA FIRST TYM!!! XD lol pretty funni. and at her parrty they has raffle at da end. eneded up winning a red label johnny walker xD!! and took xmas nite near my place ^^ PREttyy ma?

FRIDAY (BOXING DAI): JAMBERROOO!!!! =] was supose to set off at 8...? woke up at 730... sigh my precious sleeppping tym. but in da end didnt set off till 9. got there around 10 past 10. staied there till. 6!? WAS Supose to hav training wil "sii barrtt" (coach's coach?-complicated relationships). would of been late for it buh den it got canceled and moved to saturdai at .. got BURNTT!!.. PAINFULL=.=

SATURDAY: woke up at 445 for newspaper as usal.. got home around 8. fell asleep for an hr and a hlaf agen? 930 ish la. was supose to go pastor vincent's ESM xmas party... dindt end up goink COS AUNTY's son didnt end up wantting to go so no one can givme a lift. so dint end up doing that ASLO. buh wended up goink swimming. afta went woolies. and home.. MADE WAFFLES!! wif meh neww waFFLE machine XD hehe it as nicee XD so ncie that mum ate it all =.=... went to hurst round 4.. met up wif tiff. SAW HER IN A DRESSS XD!! mwauahahha she was PREttyy^^ gotta <3>

bought stuff.. for "see bartt's" party. walkaround eveutlly started raiing so had to walk bak to her place in da rain. watched tiff getting changed (raTED R) into 5 outfits JUS FOR TRAINIGN! xD

kev came. pik us up. went training.. SOO MADD xD hehe all theses flips.. aND most of all.. NO HANDED CARTWHEELS!! lol mission ONE: to get NO HANDAs' mission to : KEEP TRYING FOR TWISTER!! to get da twist" dint get home till 10. once agen. shouted at by mum for "not calling her." well she told me toc all her wen i get home buhd a fing is i wASNT even home yet.. and she called.. =.= gayness... always l;iek this/

SUNDAY:same deal woke up 445. wit not 5 min alta this tym 450 xD news papaer. got home early this tym cos we finsihed early^^ da newspapers were thin =]=] GOO JOB DADDDYYY =] fell aslept agen. (onli dese two dais i can do this nornmally i end up staring into da celing for AGES and still wont sleep) eventully wokr up. and mum was like "wat da haeck urr home"... balh she dindt notice=.=

had church.. den aunties house. ( a different wun uh its da "oda" aunty's sister.. scary.. they are all rEALATED XD lmao sisters...) spent WHOL DAI THERE.. wif fOOD xD bbQ=] and pingponged (table tennis), monopoly!! da world eddition.. lamo u can buy HK and shanghai and beijin toykyo rome NY loNDON.. da list goes on!!.. xD and MEEE with a total of onli 3 properties.. enned up winnin XD played for like wat 2hrs?1 donno.. 0o0o and hHEAPPSS of marJONG xD lmao once agen WINNERR xD!.. didnt ghet home till 12.. even mumw as home. :O.. and she didnt shout at meh JUS FOR THAT DAI xD!

TODAY: ct agen la.. WIFF ANNIE AGEN.. aNDDd her oda cousins.. da kids of da two aUNties menstion in this posting.. went for movie this tym. watched "bedtym story".. and den sneaked into anoda cnma and watched "sumgin sumfin earth stop for one sec" ? i donno. soo two movie it was and i swear da air con in greaterunion CAN KIL!! it was like minus 10 degreess!! well enough to freeze me!!. went to lunch at pepper lunch. went glaxy, for daytona, sticker fotos.. went kino.. bought cake (annie and cousions). went capital. got anoDA sofTyo^^ hhehe buh i should of goota like 4!! buh NOOO da MAChines was RIGGED!! it grab hold it den drops it self AGEN!! hard to exxpalin wen u see me as meh abt it if u cbb xD!.. buh aniwho.. thats meh dai.. didnt get homle till 715?.. den anlone for da rest of da nite till.. 11 sumoin.. its 1249 now.. dads asleepp.. lol beenw atchin Prince Of Tennis OVA xD hehe its good its good.

cbb typing animore.. there more i can type abt. expeaclly abt da movie.. buh i'll do it in da next blog. typed too much ere.. ppl will hate meh. D

o0o0 uh mst importantly;;

PLAN FOR TOMMO!!

YUMCHA WIF TIFF!!! YAY!! and Coach!! WILLIAM!! and KEVIN.. TERRY DEREK.. da kungfu GANG xD! lamo.. and traiing at nite. and and lmao no mroe plans xD balh should slep now.. gotta catch bus to hurst by 1030><" anihwo.

fanks for wasting ur PERIOUS tym reading this.. XD!!

many <3>

pEEE <3

i wonder... am i thinking too mcuh?... (time limit!!)

2008-12-21T04:15:00.000-08:00

yes yes, as the title sed alreay.. TIME LIMIT HERE!! ive got exactlly 3 min to type sumthing here
reason being... MY CARROT CAKE IS IN THE OVEN BAKING xD~!!
yes yes i shoudl also mention.. its currently... 11:18pm XD 21/12/08
hahaha my lil baking raving took place since... 3pm? lol welll... it actully officcally started last nite.. which is.. da 20th dec? xD it was due to our lil cookingg 'get together' between, Meee... Tifff.. and kEvin =] the THreee KUNGFU buddies =] hehe
*karoteeeeeCHOP*
one min left....
..MAYBEE NOT!!BRRB!!!!!
curreently 11:20pm!! *STOMES OUT*
11:22pm
OMGSHH!!!! u guys (whoever iis reading this.. and can actully b brothered to.=.=")
i jus raNN all the way in to finsh typing this! and i kiked the wall on the way in =.=.. PAINFuLL!!! no fun at all..
buh ima proud to announce...
THE CARROT CAKE IS A SUCESSS XD well for now... not sure abt the tasting part.. taht i shall leave for my dad =] afta anouther 5 min^^ "cooling time"
and as i was saying... yess the 'lil get together cooking time"
u see yeaterdai we had our "FIRST" kung fu training bak at da aquatic centre wen.. Glen? (is that how u spell it..? no idea... sorryy), WIlliam =] (our "wonderful"coach), jackie!! andjOanne(which i nearly forgot xD cos i havent SEEN DEM EVER SINCE!! ) and of cos, how can i forget.. DErERLICCC (aka Derek xD) anddd the 3 kungfu buddies, tiff, kevin and me. it was a good 2 hr training.. pretty mcuh took it quite easy.. one: jackie and jo havent done it in YEARS.. two: t'was a bludge:P buh aniwho wen the two hrs was up..
tiff have her lil 'GIFTS GIVING" ceremony^6
hehe andi got my chrisssi pressie form her^^ and IT WASS:::.. haha u can ask me in person^^ itsh tooo specialll and personal to me^^ :P (mind me)
o0o nearly missed the point, it was right near the end whcih tiff and kevin developed the idea about having a 'hot boat/steamboat' at my place^^ so tiff asked if aniwun was home, whihc usually the answer was a 'no' buh den dad was home THIS WK.. so here is where the heistation developed. whether to cum my palce or not, somehhow after all the "naa, ur dads home... dwdw i dont mind... you suree.." etc..cetc... we ended up goink for a "drink" wif william b4 we all went our separate ways, .. *brb.. its well over the colling time for my carke^^ (11:34pm)
ima BAKK darLINKS!! (11:49pm)
CARROT CAKE IS SUCESSS AFTAAA ALL!! passed the taste testing level^^ buh accroding to dad: a bit too sweet... o well i no wt to do next time^^
AS I WAS SAYING BEFOREEE *scroolls up*.. oo afta da drink we finally decided to cook at my place, and we came up with the following ideas/courses:
#1) sushi
#2) wonton + noodles
#3) sum kind of green veges
#4) sweet potato dessert=)
and outta da 4.. we onlin manged 2:P wich is the first two. buh with number .. dad at home made cabbage.. with chicken which closely resembles what we want so i guess it can be counted as well.
and den we didnt finsh till 11 sumfin at night, we eneded cooking the wonton anyway, YET we were all full xD irony much=.=
As for todai.. there was a combined survice at church.. ended at roughly 12.. started at 1030.. i swear my eyes were sooo HEavvyy during.. sum part in the middle then it got better somehow.
after that we sumhow ended up at another church... aunties' where we had lunch, close to a buffet lunch, everyone cooks one dish, den self service etc. la..
den wen to riverwood close and u now at boughtR 12 BOXES of FERRO rOCHE =D *droolz to the max!!* lol buh half of it wasnt even ours. it was for aunty.
ended home around 3ish.. den got msg from kevin for triaing at da park. so den i "asked" mum to drive me out to hurst.. walked around for a bit. ended up at da park. t'was kevin, tiff and me. us three agen. we pretty much blidged for the first hlaf n hr, den we kinda started trainign a bit. mainly concentrated on our basic jump kicks.
from there, i stand on the side.. suddenly turning all quite (note.. its a habit.. go all moddy and shit) den started thinking... too mcuh... lol.. abt wat? you may ask. im no too sure either. its pretty mciuh over da stupid stuff.. which jus makes me think even more.. and go even more moody.. blah dont wanan spill too mcuh out:P although this IS MY diary.. buh it is the INTERNET afta all...
ANIWHOO.. got home, kevin stayed and we attempted to cook broccclii xD pretty funni.. we jus ended up addin stuff.. lol xD den he tryied on his "mr POulAR" outfit^^ and i lend him my "JAZZ" hat:P jhehe it was HOTT xD! lol
den i started baluging.. suposlying "resting nott hat it happened.. den shower.. and finally started on da cake and now here typing this.. mann u should see the time.. 12:15.. see i get distracted easlily=.= too easy...<

well that my two dai for u.. pretty mnuch my FIRST WKEND of the suMMEr HOliday... GONE!!!.. already.. andother step closer to HSC... AGRRgghh KiLL meh!
lol.. its passed da thrid dai too with this blog thing xD ims uprised i'm still on this and typing.. lol.. although i actully didnt do it on the "THRid" day... o well. still goink "ahem" strong i guess:P we'll see wen i actully cnt be brothered no more =D..

sigh still rek i think too muuch.. bad bad habit.. badd bad...
p.s. PHIll CAme bak form JAP todai!! buh da dissapionting thing is.. he even told me wen he came bakk==. GAyy bummA!!... thats for him is HE is reading this. which i doubt=.=..
anwihoo.. ima sleeppyy alrite.. gotoa go brush my teeth now.. onli had 3he and 45 min sleep.. (slept 1ish woke up 445AM!)
aniwhoo LUV u alll my beloved ones!! ( da wuns reading.. taking ur precious time on a person like me with such mad engg!)

<3!!

i WOnDErr...

2008-12-19T02:47:00.000-08:00

umm umm.. i wonder how long i can keep up wif this blog thing:P lol 3 dais? well its my second todoai^^ hehe

actully.. its a dai or two more then dat. wen i finally got it on the first dai i counldt be bortherd doing anything to it^^ haha

see how lazy i am! o well my badd:P thats da peony taht everyones is exposed to =]

aniway.. second dai into da holidai.. CAN YOUR BELIEVE IT :O!! shocking ay.. i know i know.!

so blog.. as in a dairy?.. as in wat i did todai rite rite><" ok.. it starts like this.....:..:::

HAD DA MADDEST SLEEP IN YONKSS!!!! XD lol slept passs 9 !! wooOOt w0ot! =] (i no ppl out there can sleep for longer den this.. buh buh.. its a miricle for me to be able to ><")..

first thing i did from waking up.. wash da clothes =.=

den hung it dry.. ATEEE BREAKKKKII :P heheh /(wun of my fav meals:P followed by lunch and dina and snakcs =D *oink oink* q(^(oo)^)p

ANIWHOO i also ATTEMPTED to clean my walldrobe.. took out a FEW shirts and pants.. io swear neva realise i had all these clothes and i dont wear dem also><><>

0o0o and i made banana BReaddd todai^^ hhehe and i wash da dogd... ALL 3 OF DEM!!! and and i took dem out for a walk^^ eheh da big mummy on da lesh wif da two puppies following it^.^v so good =]

den den donno how buh da tym FLEWWW like no tommo.. den there was badminton.. hard coree badminton AFTA da real bamdinton.. played with these uncles.. dam their good=.= sigh.. slide on da floor like 5 times trying to save da ball.. and onli once ouuta da 5 worked><" shamfull.. and da ruslt of it is... A huGE ASs bRUce=.= i fink..><>

buh DUringg my game wif da uncles... rthere was suposelying a 'party'

lol KRSIPY KREAMSS!! Muwahahha AND A HELLL lot of PIZZA and KFC xD hehehe it was heaven xD! lol and lollies that all da fingers put together is still not enough to count them

=D=D

balh aniway..... i should go shower now.. WAS swaeting like no tommo. so ima guessing i wont b smeelling ani nicer den.. den.. i donno.. bad hurts... cant think:P heheh aniwho showErr.. HERe i COme=]

FinALLyy lAaa.. =[.. afta alll though days...wks...months... YR!!!

2008-12-18T03:00:00.000-08:00

Finallly!! like what the title says.. AFTA ALL THOSE TIME!!!
i finally got to see myy wIfeYY agen!! liENN!!
i swear i neva noticed how much i missed her.. and tan too.. finally got to see them both. they really made my day.
but... im sorry to them.. sorry for being moddy all of a sudden. sorry for being so quite. sorry for making you guys worry. im sorry.
buh den agen like what the picture auggestes 'SmiLe Todai'
=)
right?wellwell hopfully not jus todai buh all the dais to come!!

finallyyy... i got A BLOGG!! xD hehe all thanks to by beloved SHELLL and lien XD can u believe it.. even liEN has a blog!!
o0o and TODAii i got to see lien';s BF!! :O:O!! itsh shockking:P hehehe i give her *staRES* dens she would respond by saying 'WAT da HACKK stop giving me tHGOSe eveil Lookss trying to HiNT sumfin!!" *laughs and covers her face or something*
buh the reality ish,.. im NOT trying to HinT anifin.. well maybe yes.. .. um..:

#1) im MISS YOU!!
#2)soo HAPPy to see YOU

#3)soo happi to BE WITH YEWW

#4) UR SOO cuTEEE wif ur bf=p
and
#5) so gLAd i FiNally got to see you!

And and.. can u believe it.. ITS FINALLY DA HOLIDAYS!!!
RELAXING TYM!!! for like.. 3dais?!?! one wk max?!.. sigh.. im like loaded wif a quite a fair bit of work.. sighhh.. mann like what i sed.. ima turning aNti social.. ><

balh,.. i miss michelle.. if ur reading this.. >< <3!!><"!!!

sigh.. christmas is also here.. believe it or not.. i rek dis yr went by too fast.. toofast.. umm
what else..
o yea.. da UAIs came out todai..
so many ppl fgot so GOOd.. im scared..><"
o and like i mentison abt christmas.. this yr ima specd christmas alone .. =[.. rents havta work.. o well..
o00o and andd.. i rembaed by newww sword form!! hehe wich i will hav to preform at the upcomink demo =] buh den i hlaf forgot my arm form.. lol/..
i guess this suggests that my brain DOES HAVE LIMITED CAPACITY afta all><>

aniwho i ifnk ima writing too much as a first entry.. owell.. jus felt like expressing my lovEE.. =] TO LIENNN MICHELLEE AND TAN xD lol =]
AND EVERYWUN ELSE WHO IS READinG THIS!!
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3<3<3<3!
lol..
p.s. i feel like baking a cake.. haha (pls note that it is current 1030pm.. =])
ima drag dad to take me to woolies now:P heheh