it is currently... 4:20 AM....
woke up like.. 30 mins ago, accomplished....a few things=)
i finnalyy got my hand n fingers moving and read lien and michelles' "updated" blogs...
lol.

umm this is the first post that i have written since i finshed my HSC
... well its been exactly 4 days and 12 hrs and 21 mins ago since i fnished my HSC

wat can i say.. that feeling is... undescribABLE... all the emotions that was experienced as i bounce outta da exam rrom thinking "o yea o yea no more examm no more exam, there no coming bak to this "gym" animore" while getting a few werid "looks" during the process. buh thats ALL FINE!! cos its all over now^^

the past few days went by.. relavtly fast.. yet slow?
in a way i did quite a lot within one day yet... its already monday now1?!? and it doesnt seem like i ahve done anyhting "good" for the house.

mum has been bugging me to paint sum section/wall of the house ever since HSC even started, now that its over... the bucket of paint is still sitting sumwhere outside the backyard... ummmm... wat can i say... ima a lazy one xD! which is a BAD thing.. i no i no. i tried to change that, for the past... FEW YRs,.. there MAY have been imporovements.. buh rarly xD

today, well "sunday" i had training for wushu again, the fisrt since god knows when=.=
and i attempted to do teh SPEAR (imagine lOOng lOOngg stick with a pointy metal end xD) today!!! looks ultra COOL buh is EPIC HARdd=.=
totalll FAiLLure... rite now, my hand hurts~~ its like getting blliisteerrsss..

GAYYY!!!

buh buh other then thats ia all cools, and i saww DEREKKK!! XD lol his funni^^ as usual

o0o and nearly forgot to mention my dogs..=.= mann i swear they reallihave a brain of their own. its like soo smaRtt i donno wat dad ffeeedds it=.= i came home from CHurch on sunday, found mickey (the mummy dog) lying in the shade of my drvie-way wating for me to come home!?!?
approx 1 hr later, right when i was about to head off to training (wushu) i see some white fluffy thing goinf "ZOOM ZOOM ZOOMM" across my drive-way.. and guess wat it is=.=
MY DOGG!!=.= damm it i swear, it makes me RUNN ANDD USE MY BRAIN at the same time,.
which aint cool.
i ahve to think of ways to make it "cum bak" or get close enough for me to get it.... anoyyinggg.... i've always been thining how da hell did it learn to open that back yard gate of mine...

all i goota say.. DOggs.. incredible animallss.. TOO SAMRT for one thing!

o0o i bought a dress on satt wif laura. lol well i saw da dress like on thurs, den i coudnlt stop thinking abt it.. and and... yeaa was bening undecisive on whether i should buy it or not. and as u can see. in the end i did xD anddd i got matching heellss too^^ whehhe... buh i goota say... dAMN DA DRESS IS CUTEE buh buh shortt la >

aniwho, those of u who actullyy was borther to read this xD
TAHNKYOU!!
haha and those that didnt, haha dw, i understand, me n my rambling....
buh buh i beta finsh here, mum goona b awake soon xD lol
<3>







LAST EXAM TOMMO!!!


after tommo is the ENDDD!!!! end of all those STREEEEESSSSSSSSS....

buh den once that finishes.... wat happens next?...

the "future" (lol not tHAT far buh days to come) seems soo... aimless?

aiiyyaaa..
i should realli b studying...
buh buh im like having this mental spazz attack atm..


im already freaking out for tommo...
wat if i fail
wat if i go mental blank
what if...wat if...

wat is the point of all that time i "wasted" on study IFFF i do fail/go blank...


this is soo stupid ay...

alrtie a;rite i jus thought that i should viist my blogspot.. JUS b4 tommos DETERMINING MY FUTRE EXAM.. (as in whether my "efforts" of studying was enough to get me into a UNI....)


o0o0 i wacthed G-dargons new MV - A boy... lol da songs all good and all buh.. vid seems a lil werid??=.= ummmm .. study... SOCIETY AND CULTURE....
i've jus finsihed popular culture.. lol a good 3/4 hrs teaching myself abt "ROCK 'n' ROLL" babyy =D

now.. ive got "equality and difference" left....
shouldnt be THAT hard rite rite?..
da only way to noe is....

GET A MOVE ON... to study^^...
well i shall update another post VERYSOON
for this lil piece of "procrastination" writing.. is not realli a blog blog, doesnt tell u wat i did today xD lol

buh then agen.. what i DID do today can b summerised into one word...
"STUDY "

lol..

thats it for NOw....

cHU <3>

Labels: exam, formal, hate, HSC, love, march, society and culture, study, suprise

Well, here we go. My ultra belated update of this nearly forgtten blog. Sowwee !!
One thing that realli needs to be mentioned in this blog update is that fact that we are currently in the middle of wk 6 of term 1, more like the end actully, in other words.... I'm getting closer and closer to my death. Only 2 and a half term left till HSC and HaLF a Wk. Left tilly half yrlies. And yes I am suppse to be studying RIGHT NOW . But noooooo I am updating this blog, believe It or not.
Sigh... So screwwed la!!! Haven't even done the proper studyding and with me keeping this up there's noway that I can so good in anthing.
Need some serious motivation here. Realli hate myself for all these time that I am wasting but war can I do to improve?
Any suggestions? Any one?
=[....
Not happy with myself. In fact I'm annoyed at myself for being myself doing what I'm not suppose to be doing.
I haven't even touch or prepared myself for my English test the essay and the speech. And that is the first test!!!
Kill me please. The end of the story .
One depessed kid
One sad kid
Not doing what she is suppose to do even though she knows it herself =.=

Labels: depressed, english, kill, sad, school, study

Believe it or not im writing in PINK!!!lol and the reason for this"pinkness" all of a sudden is because its VAlentines TODAI!!!


heheh


to all those happi couples out there (AHEM LIEN AHEM CAROLINE AHEM) i wihs u guys a happi happi ahppi valentines day, lol a bit late ay xD already 1128.. wellwell i wihs u guys HAD h madd valentines xD


buh for those who are currnetly singlle..


DW!!! PONI to the resuce xD! lmao, since im not much beetta off.. lolz


well jus to let u guys noe.. and i SHALL reveal my VALeNTINES for this year ISH!!::





DRUMM ROOLLLLLLLL:





valentine #1 : TIFFANYY!! lmao xD woke up wif her nxt to meh xD


VAlentine #2 CHEERIOS!!! lmaoo my breakfast xD


valentines #3 CHINESE SKOOL + princple + school fees


valetines #4 teresa, + ferro ROcHE!! xDD THATSSS LIFE XD (how can a valentine go by withoput chocloate!)


valentine #5 new EXCEL PHYSIC text book!! mwuahahha myy new toy ~~~


and as for my FINAL ValENTINE OF THE DAY #6:
HOME SWEET HOME AND MYYY 3 DOGGs xD!!! lmaoo PLUS h/w.. =[
wat a day=.=

sigh... so aniti social=.=.. o welll..

to all those beloved wuns.. I LUVVV U!!! XD


o0o0o and jus to make my day all bETTTTAAA JAMIE SED YES TO BE MY VALENTINE!! lmaO!!!

Labels: anti-social, chinese school, dogs, home alone, homework, jamie, physics, tiff, valentines

lmao!! u guys woould never guess, yesterday, i.e wends, i hav a late start for skool buh i was still 28min LATE to skool xD! believe it or not.
and it was all my fones fault!!, well most proably mine, for not locking my fone and jus chucking it in my bag, and it sumhow, magically changed the fone time to ONE WHOLE HR BEHIND! and i didnt even notice...
well the story goes liek this:...
oscar called at "720 ISHH ACCORDING TO MY FONE THAT IS! (that means at that tym it was actyully already 820.. =.=)
well, he called to ask me how im goona get to skool (since he happenes to go my skool too now.. a bit werid, i no i no.. ) aniWHOO!! i told him that ima goona catch a bus, so he aske me wat time the bus comes, and i sed "855 @ padstow station"
heNCE.. i went bak to bed...=.=
then again, oscar called this tym it was around.. "748" ON MYY FONE!!! asking where i was, and i told him that i was still at home, and he was like "dot dot dot... how cum the bus isnt here yet, and where are u? isnt the bus cumming soon?" den i was like to him.. "its onli 748 now isnt it?"
DEN CAM HIS REPLy "its nearly 9 =.="
instantly i BOUNCE OUTTA BEDDD CHECKED ALL THE OTHER CLOCK IN MY HOUSE and all of dem reads :850"... ALL EXCPet MY FONE...
SIGHHH.. as the story goes on.. ima late for skool.. late start, laste finsih=.= DEAD by the end of then day...
buh BAK TO THE POINT REAlTING to my heading.. "STRESSS ALREADDYY"
today, during english, we FIANLLY / ALREADY got our assesment notice... ALREADYY LA!!1..
one's for wk 7, esssay=.= and wun following it rite away, wk 8 speech..
OMGSH OMGSOH LA!1.. killll mehh..=.= im like soo NOT ready for this.. STRESSSSSS!!!!.. help meh =[=[///

Labels: assessment, bus, english, late, school

Believe it or not, i am currently HOME ALONEEE!!!... and that will stay like that all da way till end of FEB and probly till beinging of MARCH!!!

Labels: forest road, home alone, lion dancing, loveo, tiff