Wednesday, November 23, 2011
finally got myself working to catch up with friends. JEss and Tassie :)
such a goodd feelings~!!
well jess came over to my palace, caught up on alot. so much that i didnt know!!! but glad im up to date again.
we met up with Tassie at Strat. and the lil adventure around strat was pretty interesting and entertaining =]
found parking, walked to Pappa Rottii.. ddint end up getting anithing, walked to Moochi^^ line was too long ddint end up buy either (lol-dw interesting parts coming up )
walked out side saw TASSSIIEE!! hahah but since she was hungry and she wanted proper food so we started walking to find proper food.
On the way.. bumped into Mr Derek Quan... and Mitc LMAO the most Random and unexpected meetup~ had a lil chat and we went off to our own separate ways.
we ended up eating at beauty and the beast. and as for dessert we went back to Moochi^^
while lining up jess saw her friend and started chatting awayy buh unfortunity we had to interupp her and get her to order our Moochhis haha
while enjoying our cups of mocchi at the strt plaza foodcourt Mr MAtt tao showed up. he wanted Coffee, we ended up at Pumpkin Cafe. there saw Rocky xD ahhahah rannddoomm!!! totally unexpcted once again.
after a while Jeremy and Gordon walked pass lol...
i swear this was suppose to b a LITTLE catch upw ith JEss and Tasie to being with. and then somehow it ended up to b so many ppl!!
but it was good good. it felt good to be out and around again.. once in a while^^
but... one thing... i miss. still havent caught up with Tiff yet>< aiyyaa!
such a goodd feelings~!!
well jess came over to my palace, caught up on alot. so much that i didnt know!!! but glad im up to date again.
we met up with Tassie at Strat. and the lil adventure around strat was pretty interesting and entertaining =]
found parking, walked to Pappa Rottii.. ddint end up getting anithing, walked to Moochi^^ line was too long ddint end up buy either (lol-dw interesting parts coming up )
walked out side saw TASSSIIEE!! hahah but since she was hungry and she wanted proper food so we started walking to find proper food.
On the way.. bumped into Mr Derek Quan... and Mitc LMAO the most Random and unexpected meetup~ had a lil chat and we went off to our own separate ways.
we ended up eating at beauty and the beast. and as for dessert we went back to Moochi^^
while lining up jess saw her friend and started chatting awayy buh unfortunity we had to interupp her and get her to order our Moochhis haha
while enjoying our cups of mocchi at the strt plaza foodcourt Mr MAtt tao showed up. he wanted Coffee, we ended up at Pumpkin Cafe. there saw Rocky xD ahhahah rannddoomm!!! totally unexpcted once again.
after a while Jeremy and Gordon walked pass lol...
i swear this was suppose to b a LITTLE catch upw ith JEss and Tasie to being with. and then somehow it ended up to b so many ppl!!
but it was good good. it felt good to be out and around again.. once in a while^^
but... one thing... i miss. still havent caught up with Tiff yet>< aiyyaa!
what we could have been, 5:52 AM.
今日终于见到巨！！！ 哎呀
what we could have been, 5:47 AM.
Sunday, November 20, 2011
i feel that i really do need a break.
i've been home the whole day. tried to study for the day. barely got more then enough done. fail...
when i think i start making progress... i get disturbed.
by news that not only shock me, it surprised me, and somehow hurted too.
one> which was shock but on the good side: a work mate quited. cant stand the manager no more, quitted in the morning.
two> the most stocking and made me had a large number of mix feelings.
dad crash his car into the restaurant back door.... car cant be revered back out. the restaurant cant close its doors, wall got knocked down and some of their gas pipe things are broken too.
from what i heard the restaurant need to prepare for a wedding banquet too tommo....
i guess the fact that dad is fine is assuring but.. all the financial problems that it may bring is hurting my head.
i need to get back to study but right now all my energy is drained out of me. i don't have enough to work with....
what to do....head ache.. restless...
i've been home the whole day. tried to study for the day. barely got more then enough done. fail...
when i think i start making progress... i get disturbed.
by news that not only shock me, it surprised me, and somehow hurted too.
one> which was shock but on the good side: a work mate quited. cant stand the manager no more, quitted in the morning.
two> the most stocking and made me had a large number of mix feelings.
dad crash his car into the restaurant back door.... car cant be revered back out. the restaurant cant close its doors, wall got knocked down and some of their gas pipe things are broken too.
from what i heard the restaurant need to prepare for a wedding banquet too tommo....
i guess the fact that dad is fine is assuring but.. all the financial problems that it may bring is hurting my head.
i need to get back to study but right now all my energy is drained out of me. i don't have enough to work with....
what to do....head ache.. restless...
what we could have been, 5:14 AM.
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Ouching at the fact that i am suppose to be starting my research paper. and be as close as a finish. yet i've done nothing but finding excuses that it is ok. i can finish it soon once i make a start i can finish....
and that is what i am doing at this very moment.... finding an excuse and ignoring what is ahead of me..
Regretting the fact that i am not going to the KPOP music fest concert that i've always wanted to go.... regretting the fact that i didnt get to do something that i really wanted to accomplish...
in a way.. i know that if i was to go, i'll regret it if i didnt finish the stupid research papers and study for these exams.
already failed before and dont want to do it again. the consequences of failing is just too much.. both time and money....
and now that i finally decided to not go... im regretting it also...
so its a lose lose situation. not a win win.
owell.
Ouch again since that i realize how long i havent blogged and kept up to date with my friend..s..?
so much had happened not just on myself but others that i fail to take notice in.
i am sorry for not noticing and be there to help.
maybe i won't end up being any help even if i was there..... what am i thinking.. honestly....
maybe i should make a move. and i will. after this blog. mmmm...
what else. sigh. typing as i am saying this out. bad english and bad gramma. man i just dont change do i.
not improving much in english.... and downgrading in chinese.. what a position i am in.
i give up. maybe blog again soon...
soon,...
sooon.. (ha, my kinda soon is not as soon as u think it may be...)
and that is what i am doing at this very moment.... finding an excuse and ignoring what is ahead of me..
Regretting the fact that i am not going to the KPOP music fest concert that i've always wanted to go.... regretting the fact that i didnt get to do something that i really wanted to accomplish...
in a way.. i know that if i was to go, i'll regret it if i didnt finish the stupid research papers and study for these exams.
already failed before and dont want to do it again. the consequences of failing is just too much.. both time and money....
and now that i finally decided to not go... im regretting it also...
so its a lose lose situation. not a win win.
owell.
Ouch again since that i realize how long i havent blogged and kept up to date with my friend..s..?
so much had happened not just on myself but others that i fail to take notice in.
i am sorry for not noticing and be there to help.
maybe i won't end up being any help even if i was there..... what am i thinking.. honestly....
maybe i should make a move. and i will. after this blog. mmmm...
what else. sigh. typing as i am saying this out. bad english and bad gramma. man i just dont change do i.
not improving much in english.... and downgrading in chinese.. what a position i am in.
i give up. maybe blog again soon...
soon,...
sooon.. (ha, my kinda soon is not as soon as u think it may be...)
what we could have been, 2:08 AM.
Friday, August 5, 2011
mmmm nothings been going my way recently.
work wise. uni wise. friend wise. family/home wise.
pretty much social wise.
home phone and mobile still going off 30 - 50 times a day.. 100 or so a night...
what can i do.
mum bugging me about this and that.
go to work. manager bugs about the other lot of this and that. repeats himself after every few minutes, hours and days.
why cant i just have something that goes a little bit my way. or at least something can happen to fool myself believing that its gonna be good for even just a minute of the time of when i am at work and home.
i just want a little bit of the time to myself. and when i think i do. mum bugs in.
blah whatever.
dont want to complain no more...
continue next time. hopefully something fun.
p,s for next post.. car stickers,,, =D=D=D
work wise. uni wise. friend wise. family/home wise.
pretty much social wise.
home phone and mobile still going off 30 - 50 times a day.. 100 or so a night...
what can i do.
mum bugging me about this and that.
go to work. manager bugs about the other lot of this and that. repeats himself after every few minutes, hours and days.
why cant i just have something that goes a little bit my way. or at least something can happen to fool myself believing that its gonna be good for even just a minute of the time of when i am at work and home.
i just want a little bit of the time to myself. and when i think i do. mum bugs in.
blah whatever.
dont want to complain no more...
continue next time. hopefully something fun.
p,s for next post.. car stickers,,, =D=D=D
what we could have been, 5:42 AM.
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
i dont rember the last time of me being so frustrated....
i woke up frusterd.
i woke up this morning knowin that there will be a fair amount of miss calls on my phone..
all from that "unknown/private number" taht has been calling me for the pass few weeks..
this event has been annoying me for days.. or shall we say weeksss..
"180 Miss calls"
all from one fone. havent check the other as it ran outta battery already.
i would of been fine if they were only calling me.. at least only i will b annoyed.. they dont hav to go f**ing annoy my family too. they can call however much they wnt to my phone but why my home.
m barely home too. which makes it worst. others have to suffer in my place.
although i said i would try blog about happi stuff too.. it jus seems like none of it is happening. even if there was. i dont think i rember ani of it. even if it is only for a day...i dont rember it.
y cant the one that is calling me. trying to do what ever that they are doing answer and raise a voice on the phone so i know what in the wprld i have done to deserve this?
or is it the same this time that i dont deserve to know?
just come up to my face to explain. everytime i see my phone know i chuck a spaz.. i literally throw away my phone/
congrat to whoever is doing so. whatever that u want to achieve. u prob got it.
i woke up frusterd.
i woke up this morning knowin that there will be a fair amount of miss calls on my phone..
all from that "unknown/private number" taht has been calling me for the pass few weeks..
this event has been annoying me for days.. or shall we say weeksss..
"180 Miss calls"
all from one fone. havent check the other as it ran outta battery already.
i would of been fine if they were only calling me.. at least only i will b annoyed.. they dont hav to go f**ing annoy my family too. they can call however much they wnt to my phone but why my home.
m barely home too. which makes it worst. others have to suffer in my place.
although i said i would try blog about happi stuff too.. it jus seems like none of it is happening. even if there was. i dont think i rember ani of it. even if it is only for a day...i dont rember it.
y cant the one that is calling me. trying to do what ever that they are doing answer and raise a voice on the phone so i know what in the wprld i have done to deserve this?
or is it the same this time that i dont deserve to know?
just come up to my face to explain. everytime i see my phone know i chuck a spaz.. i literally throw away my phone/
congrat to whoever is doing so. whatever that u want to achieve. u prob got it.
what we could have been, 2:20 PM.
i was clicking through a couple of my post fromm when i started this blog... and i noticed some changes.
i use to blog about anything, random, happy to be exact.
things that i believe its happy and worth sharing and constantly be reminded of. however, the more recent the post is the more.."not as happy" it is...
it seems like ive been blogging when ever i feel down or something bad has happened...
this post is not much differnt...
although im a little dissapointed at that but.. this can be a last. maybe from this post onwards i can blog when ever im on the happier end of the scale.... not jus the other end.
it seems these couple of days i keep having the urge to blog. it seem like regardless of what happens (small or big things) the first thing i can think of is to blog it...
i wonder why really.. is it because they are precious memories worth rembering? worth nothing down. or is it just that they are considered as meaningful to a certain extent. that i really don't know. all i no is.. i want to blog. even the slightest thing. however the one medium i can use - FB i tend to aviod.
prob because i know for a fact taht everyone will know/see but then again im probly jus someone that pops up outta nowhere once in a while. so random and infrequent that wen my name does appear they would know notice at all ans skip pass it.
recently i tried getting back on track with things, study.. and friends. but not doing a good job in either areas.
study wise.. im still leaving things till last minute. everytime i finsh one assingment/work last minute and feeling bad about it i tell myself to stop doing that, esp not for the next one. yet that still hasnt change. after what? 1.5yrs of uni.. im still doing it...
friends wise. i pormised tiff to sleep over at her place mroe now that her mum went overseas. im not sure has her mum came back yet but i still have not slept over at her palce. i still have not visited her new work place. i still have not done what i should as a bestfriend/sister to her. i didnt keep the promise.
not only to tiff but to another. but in a way i tried. i thought as long as i tried to keep to the prmise things would/may go well but it was not the case.
in return.. i got nothin i n return. i got turned down and pushed away. and knowing taht it is the end. for sure this time.
there may have been more the once i said this however everytime taht i thought itd be the end my "friend" proves me wrong.yet this time is it this "friend" that tells me for certain "this is it".
on the other hand. maybe my urge to blog is because this time i realise this blog is one of the one thing i can turn to as i go through my ups n downs.. like a rollercoaster ride.
well after the slow uphill im finally on the mega-drop. and still dropping...
i shall try blog more often now, on anything. not jus when im helpless and lost. im not too sure will this work but i guess its worth a try.. right?...
well good luck to me. and as a start...
i finished my presentation!!!! the last of this sem before the final exams.. though i got a feeling i'll have to repeat the two psy subject but maybe if i just try a little harder starting from now maybe i can change that. well i told myself to start today. but... i ended up lookin at jewelries =P hehhehe
i'll start tommo morning.. and for now.. this post is long enoughh...
Chheeers~
PeePee
i use to blog about anything, random, happy to be exact.
things that i believe its happy and worth sharing and constantly be reminded of. however, the more recent the post is the more.."not as happy" it is...
it seems like ive been blogging when ever i feel down or something bad has happened...
this post is not much differnt...
although im a little dissapointed at that but.. this can be a last. maybe from this post onwards i can blog when ever im on the happier end of the scale.... not jus the other end.
it seems these couple of days i keep having the urge to blog. it seem like regardless of what happens (small or big things) the first thing i can think of is to blog it...
i wonder why really.. is it because they are precious memories worth rembering? worth nothing down. or is it just that they are considered as meaningful to a certain extent. that i really don't know. all i no is.. i want to blog. even the slightest thing. however the one medium i can use - FB i tend to aviod.
prob because i know for a fact taht everyone will know/see but then again im probly jus someone that pops up outta nowhere once in a while. so random and infrequent that wen my name does appear they would know notice at all ans skip pass it.
recently i tried getting back on track with things, study.. and friends. but not doing a good job in either areas.
study wise.. im still leaving things till last minute. everytime i finsh one assingment/work last minute and feeling bad about it i tell myself to stop doing that, esp not for the next one. yet that still hasnt change. after what? 1.5yrs of uni.. im still doing it...
friends wise. i pormised tiff to sleep over at her place mroe now that her mum went overseas. im not sure has her mum came back yet but i still have not slept over at her palce. i still have not visited her new work place. i still have not done what i should as a bestfriend/sister to her. i didnt keep the promise.
not only to tiff but to another. but in a way i tried. i thought as long as i tried to keep to the prmise things would/may go well but it was not the case.
in return.. i got nothin i n return. i got turned down and pushed away. and knowing taht it is the end. for sure this time.
there may have been more the once i said this however everytime taht i thought itd be the end my "friend" proves me wrong.yet this time is it this "friend" that tells me for certain "this is it".
on the other hand. maybe my urge to blog is because this time i realise this blog is one of the one thing i can turn to as i go through my ups n downs.. like a rollercoaster ride.
well after the slow uphill im finally on the mega-drop. and still dropping...
i shall try blog more often now, on anything. not jus when im helpless and lost. im not too sure will this work but i guess its worth a try.. right?...
well good luck to me. and as a start...
i finished my presentation!!!! the last of this sem before the final exams.. though i got a feeling i'll have to repeat the two psy subject but maybe if i just try a little harder starting from now maybe i can change that. well i told myself to start today. but... i ended up lookin at jewelries =P hehhehe
i'll start tommo morning.. and for now.. this post is long enoughh...
Chheeers~
PeePee
what we could have been, 7:02 AM.
