Wednesday, March 30, 2011
i know that previously i said the next update of my blog should be one with something to do about my trip.. but that isnt something that im in a mood to talk about anymore..
i had this blog page opened for the past few hours already.
asking myself what to write in this blog. mainly because i hesitated about the main thing that i wanted to blog about....
last night.. was most proably the last time i would hear from a friend of mine.. well past tense by now.
i called.. with a state of mind filled with heaps of things that i wanted to say, wanted to ask, wanted to share. but before i even realise or know it.. i got a reply of.. "just dont bother"
right at the moment i thought to myself, what could i possiblly have done this time. its been over 12 hours.. and im still thinking what have i done. and i still dont know.
from the moment i got that message i tried thinking back.. tracking back to when was the lst time we talked and what happened. but.. nothings coming to mind. he said i should know or at least work it out soon.
i dont knwo where to start. what did i do to make someone hate me that much?
on the way back home from work last night i promised myself.. i should not bring tears up in regards to things liket his again.. but i failed...
are promises made to be broken?
why are promises called promises then?
i jus wanted to know what i did..
Today... i begin my day one of not needing to rely on anyone in particular.
i wonder how this may go....
just a lil quote i found~
Cheers~
PeePee
i had this blog page opened for the past few hours already.
asking myself what to write in this blog. mainly because i hesitated about the main thing that i wanted to blog about....
last night.. was most proably the last time i would hear from a friend of mine.. well past tense by now.
i called.. with a state of mind filled with heaps of things that i wanted to say, wanted to ask, wanted to share. but before i even realise or know it.. i got a reply of.. "just dont bother"
right at the moment i thought to myself, what could i possiblly have done this time. its been over 12 hours.. and im still thinking what have i done. and i still dont know.
from the moment i got that message i tried thinking back.. tracking back to when was the lst time we talked and what happened. but.. nothings coming to mind. he said i should know or at least work it out soon.
i dont knwo where to start. what did i do to make someone hate me that much?
on the way back home from work last night i promised myself.. i should not bring tears up in regards to things liket his again.. but i failed...
are promises made to be broken?
why are promises called promises then?
i jus wanted to know what i did..
Today... i begin my day one of not needing to rely on anyone in particular.
i wonder how this may go....
just a lil quote i found~
<The little things that I can personally do. The little things that can't be done other than by me. The amount isn't important, its the meaning behind "doing" that's important. However several people, under the impression that "they can't do it" draw the conclusion that they actually cannot do it. Therefore, they end up acknowledging truth that they are weak.>
PeePee
what we could have been, 2:06 PM.
