Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Feeling kinda blue... therefore decided to write in blue..well. holiday offically started... no more uni... not till sometime next year.. i should be excited however.. im not?..
instead of sounding all depressed for now.. let start on something mroe exciting shall we?
sunday night/monday morning
went for my second mid-night snack adventure with tiffany ^^
this time we ended up at pancakes AT THE rocks =Dwe had a pizzaaa some bread crust thing and and ribeye steak loljus thought id share some picccs while im at it ^^
o0o as for dessert we had the "devils Delight"
well that night/morning was definitly something different.
rocked up at the rocks around 2 somehitng
was rather funni actully. first thing i noticed once we walked into pancakes at the rock was a old friend of mmine. n tiffs. Sabiq from long long long time ago. a friend of ours "back in the days" when we all use to train in wushu every weds night..
mann.. how muchh i miss those days and long for it again... though i no it wont happen again... at least not anytime soon....
we ordered, we waited, we talked, we ate.
eventually we got home at 415am - well tiffs home.
i remeber during our convo i listened most of the time. im glad i did. but somehow when i was listening to the convo.. i felt like i was kinda listening to myself at the same time. what ever that T is feeling at that moment.. i had that feelin too.. ages ago... and now too.... the whole feeling of being left out.. yet when i think about it.. i got no one to blame other then myself. its true wat i told her.. its not like im going to get anywhere if i dont make the move. if i jus sit here and complain its not like im going to get anything out of it.. not like those "friends" of mine will all come at once...
its actully been like this for the pass year.. and the years before i guess..
previous years.. i managed.. but this year.. it hits me real hard.. the fact that theres uni.. all those random exmas and essays and assignment in between.. then theres work to fillup all those other "free time: of mine...
as for now... "holidays" it realli makes no difference....
allmy time are jus working now... pretty much 7 days a week.. now that i said i'll help out on the monday too.. i've jus been thinking as well.
y am i working so much? what am i even getting out of it? whats the point?
at times like this i jus really want to drop everything and not work. but then folowing that thought... i thiknk what am i going to do then? there really is nothing to do..
thought goign through my head like a cycle.. its stupidd...
i dont intend to make this long blog.. i no there is still i lot more in my head atm.. but i dont think i feel like mentioning it at this momnet.. maybe in the blogs to come..
hahha a way to keep u guys interested and wanting to raed my blogs..
jokes jokes..
o well im off... got work later...
CHerrs~
<3 Peee
instead of sounding all depressed for now.. let start on something mroe exciting shall we?
sunday night/monday morning
went for my second mid-night snack adventure with tiffany ^^
this time we ended up at pancakes AT THE rocks =Dwe had a pizzaaa some bread crust thing and and ribeye steak loljus thought id share some picccs while im at it ^^
o0o as for dessert we had the "devils Delight"
well that night/morning was definitly something different.
rocked up at the rocks around 2 somehitng
was rather funni actully. first thing i noticed once we walked into pancakes at the rock was a old friend of mmine. n tiffs. Sabiq from long long long time ago. a friend of ours "back in the days" when we all use to train in wushu every weds night..
mann.. how muchh i miss those days and long for it again... though i no it wont happen again... at least not anytime soon....
we ordered, we waited, we talked, we ate.
eventually we got home at 415am - well tiffs home.
i remeber during our convo i listened most of the time. im glad i did. but somehow when i was listening to the convo.. i felt like i was kinda listening to myself at the same time. what ever that T is feeling at that moment.. i had that feelin too.. ages ago... and now too.... the whole feeling of being left out.. yet when i think about it.. i got no one to blame other then myself. its true wat i told her.. its not like im going to get anywhere if i dont make the move. if i jus sit here and complain its not like im going to get anything out of it.. not like those "friends" of mine will all come at once...
its actully been like this for the pass year.. and the years before i guess..
previous years.. i managed.. but this year.. it hits me real hard.. the fact that theres uni.. all those random exmas and essays and assignment in between.. then theres work to fillup all those other "free time: of mine...
as for now... "holidays" it realli makes no difference....
allmy time are jus working now... pretty much 7 days a week.. now that i said i'll help out on the monday too.. i've jus been thinking as well.
y am i working so much? what am i even getting out of it? whats the point?
at times like this i jus really want to drop everything and not work. but then folowing that thought... i thiknk what am i going to do then? there really is nothing to do..
thought goign through my head like a cycle.. its stupidd...
i dont intend to make this long blog.. i no there is still i lot more in my head atm.. but i dont think i feel like mentioning it at this momnet.. maybe in the blogs to come..
hahha a way to keep u guys interested and wanting to raed my blogs..
jokes jokes..
o well im off... got work later...
CHerrs~
<3 Peee
what we could have been, 3:40 AM.
